should liosa get her subforum or whatever inane nosense shes beeen begging for

[Desolation]

idk i havent followed any of what shes been asking for i've been pretty distant last couple days just say yes or no

-the administration

[rubycalaber]

is she trying to say she wants to be put in the herpenterium?

[Desolation]

u'll have 2 ask her that rubykins

[Wendy <3]

Put that bitch back where she belongs with that dirty harry guy whose dick she sucks on the forum nonstop

[Battery Bits]

is she trying to say she wants to be put in the herpenterium?

No, I've been asking you for like 2 weeks in steam but you keep ignoring me.

I just want a new hidden section, it's hidden unless you log in. I need it to misbehave in.

[rubycalaber]

this isnt for cp or something is it

[Battery Bits]

this isnt for cp or something is it

Fuck no

[Battery Bits]

It's just for secret posts that lurkers can't see unless they log in

[Desolation]

we have always used the electoral college here and dp's vote is worth 8 and iwc's vote is worth 5 so we gotta wait until those officially come in before we make a projection 4u

[Battery Bits]

Awwww :( dp isn't gonna care, he's busy fucking his super hot hairdresser 20 year old girlfriend, he'll never weigh in and the save the day for me now.

[rubycalaber]

we have always used the electoral college here and dp's vote is worth 8 and iwc's vote is worth 5 so we gotta wait until those officially come in before we make a projection 4u

http://i.imgur.com/MU3PXlD.jpg

[maks]

is she trying to say she wants to be put in the herpenterium?

yes

[Battery Bits]

This election is rigged. You don't need a poll, it shouldn't affect anyone, they don't have to post in it.

Gimme my secret section.

[maks]

the herp was made for you and your type, how many subforums do you need you useless entitled twat

[maks]

if it's made I'll set up a bot to crosspost everything posted there to a subforum which is indexed by google and viewable by people who aren't logged in

[Battery Bits]

How about either I get my section and you can hide it from maks then.

Otherwise you can have a dead forum back.

Up to you ruby but I'm trying to help your forum, you can shoot yourself in the foot if you want, no skin off my nose.

[Battery Bits]

Like I really don't need maks and jazz to even be able to see my section. No-one is coming back to post with them.

[Wendy <3]

You never did bring your friends you said you'd bring to this forum, just like you didnt at timnet either

[Wendy <3]

The simplest thing would be for you to just leave and stop sucking deso's dick here after posting how much you hate him elsewhere

[Battery Bits]

So this is how the section will be, it will be hidden unless you log in, if you are logged in everyone can see it except for maks and jazz. I'm going to get this so you two retards can shove it up your ass.

[maks]

do you have any idea how many alts I have it's a lot

[maks]

even I don't know

[Battery Bits]

do you have any idea how many alts I have it's a lot
lol

[Battery Bits]

Listen maks, this isn't just for me, it's for the forum, see nobody aside from stevey is actually posting at timnet anymore but they are still logging in to read the posts. Cag tells me they just log in and log out again and don't post anymore.

So I want a section that people actually have to log in to see. A hidden section actually will have a few benefits for the forum as a whole. I don't mind if you can see it but don't ruin it maks. Also if you don't like it you don't have to post in it, I don't mind having a section that you personally don't have to post with me in if you don't want to. It can also just be a section that's a bit more private you know. One of the things people liked about tim's forum before he tried too hard and acted like a pathetic beta child was it was hidden so I'm proposing we simply have one section like that here.

Look I'm going to get this section one way or another maks, don't ruin the whole forum about it.

[Battery Bits]

Who's dick do I have to suck?

[Wendy <3]

Stevey took over the spamming of nonsensical shit that nobody gives a fuck about in your absence

[Battery Bits]

I know, my friends told me.

But let's just get a fucking hidden section here. I don't see why the fuck it should bother you other than you're a whinging pile of shit.

I'm getting this.

[Wendy <3]

You've been making multipe threads crying about this, yet i'm the one "whinging"

It's pitiful the people who you claim are your friends only want you around to constantly insult you or watch others do it. Only in the mind of the mentally ill does something like that make sense

[Battery Bits]

Bullshit, all you do is whinge about me all over the forum, after every single post your sad is sitting there whinging. Whinge, whinge, whinge. Shut the fuck up and get a life loser. I'm getting my fucking section and you can eat shit about it.

[Battery Bits]

You're the only fucking loser doing that too.

[Wendy <3]

You owe me an apology claiming i made the donny alt you stupid bitch

[Battery Bits]

You did. Then you gave it away and cag's got it now. You can tell because she isn't a moronic pile of shit like you.

So fuck off you try-hard.

[Wendy <3]

after every single post your sad is sitting there whinging.

You reply to me in english from now on or you will be added to the ignore list

[Battery Bits]

*sad ass

Fucktard

[Battery Bits]

Also go ahead and put me on ignore. It might help you get a life of your own and I certainly won't miss you whinging after my every post.

[Wendy <3]

Now why in the fuck would i do anything for some stupid bitch that i don't even want here? Another delusional thought from the mind of an insane person

[Battery Bits]

Do you even read your own posts?

[Wendy <3]

News flash: she doesn't like you either and trolls the fuck out of you like everyone else

[Battery Bits]

What the fuck are you even talking about try-hard?

[Battery Bits]

You are not everyone else, you're one fucking loser who is clearly brain damagingly obsessed with me. My friends know what a fucking loser you are, they are the '06ers who say you've always been a shit posting loser. They've never liked you. Get a grip.

[maks]

Stevey took over the spamming of nonsensical shit that nobody gives a fuck about in your absence

[Battery Bits]

Maks I think your snaggle tooth has finally turned all the way around and is growing into your brain

[Wendy <3]

Tell your supposed friends to come here and talk to me if they have a problem instead of hiding behind some mentally ill woman

[Wendy <3]

Let's make rubynet great again and get them to come back here

[maks]

Tell your supposed friends to come here and talk to me if they have a problem instead of hiding behind some mentally ill woman

[Battery Bits]

You're more mentally ill than anyone josh

No-one wants to come post with you

[Wendy <3]

Lisa and her coward crew

[Battery Bits]

No-one is scared of you, you're just a tedious shit poster

[Wendy <3]

At least stop being a coward and post their names and i'll encourage them to come back

[Battery Bits]

They're all my super best friends

I got more friends than you

[maks]

At least stop being a coward and post their names and i'll encourage them to come back

http://www.rubycalaber.com/forums/profile.php?do=addlist&userlist=ignore&u=2447

[Battery Bits]

You probably should, you look a bit sad, pathetic and obsessed

[Battery Bits]

Pigbushes

[Wendy <3]

http://www.rubycalaber.com/forums/profile.php?do=addlist&userlist=ignore&u=2447

But she's on my friend list... :ponder:

[Battery Bits]

Super best friends

[maks]

But she's on my friend list... :ponder:

is she your friend, or someone you'd rather ignore?

[maks]

personally I've had her on ignore for like a year

[Wendy <3]

The last time i had her on ignore for over a month she sucked someone's dick and got me herped

[Battery Bits]

And I'd do it again too.

Maks has me on ignore yet he doxed tim demanding I get banned from another forum so I'd come back here with him.

[maks]

The last time i had her on ignore for over a month she sucked someone's dick and got me herped

and I fought, successfully, to get you unherped. I got your back man go ahead and click the link

[Battery Bits]

Bros before hos yo

That is if you're sad fugly loser with no hope of ever getting laid anyway

[Battery Bits]

Cody used to say bros before hos a lot

Implying that you should be friends with him on the basis of being male

Women found him repulsive in every way though, a good example of how oftentimes males really are the slower on the uptake sex

[Battery Bits]

It'll all be better when I get my hidden section

[Wendy <3]

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[Battery Bits]

As IF you know how to not revolve around me.

Is that going to be all you post now?

[maks]

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[Wendy <3]

I wish it worked for threads also

[maks]

petition to change lisa's name to louse

[Wendy <3]

I want her name to be slesh because they both have dead babies

[Battery Bits]

So you're going to just sit here posting about me and nothing else. Um ok.

[maks]

I've been pming people on https://www.reddit.com/r/Miscarriage/ trying to get them to register

[maks]

Started bleeding last night. Went to ER. Waited over 3 hours to be seen. It was horrible. Had blood test. Was told I'd get a u/s on the phone but it wasn't the case. No cramps. Just light blood.
Nothing all night. Started bleeding again. Had a disaster on the bus. (Was in such a hurry I couldn't pay because I didn't think before I left home) an old lady helped because I broke down crying. I really had hoped the bus driver would have just let me on.
So I went to my doctor. Had another blood test, pathologist f-ed up (I have small veins), went to u/s place. They said they can't do anything til WEDNESDAY. Queue more crying. I didn't want to wait. Thankfully they squeezed me in. I was told the u/s tech would tell me if there was an obvious problem, otherwise it would be reviewed by a dr. So I wait nearly 2 hours. The ultrasound was scary and she just kept saying "are you ok?" I said no, I'm scared. She said that it was the test they do for everyone. Um. I'm scared of losing my baby, not the "test". She barely spoke other than asking me if I was ok.
So I'm back in the waiting room. She was speaking with the receptionists and they kept staring at me. Not a good sign. Eventually the dr comes out and tells me IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE WAITING ROOM there's no heartbeat. Then kinda just says "ok?" Like I wouldn't understand the implication because he couldn't just come out and say it. He told me to go back to my gp. I got called back to reception and she was like "ok so you know you have to go back to the dr right?" And I said yes but I don't really know why. She basically was just like "ok well I'm glad he told you" and then I just left.
Thankfully the receptionist at my gp was a lot nicer. Offered for me to sit in another room, and it wasn't like she was worried I'd upset the other patients, it was like she was genuinely concerned. She even asked if she could get anything for me. She got me a water and I sat in the room and cried. The doctor basically was like "you're young" "do you have any idea how many infertile women come through here?" and talked about how my baby probably had a disability. I'd already decided no harmony test, scans for abnormalities etc, if my baby had a disability I'd deal with it and love it. ("IT", I don't even know if it was a girl or boy) So, yeah, the dr didn't help. I told her I was scared. I had a history of depression. She seemed like I'd feel fine tomorrow though. Like I will just be happy. She didn't take my depression seriously.
I have another appointment tomorrow. I don't know why. I don't want to go back. I'll never be the same. I have this history and I already feel alone. My family are horrible, they weren't ever going to meet the baby. I don't have true "friends".
I don't feel like I have a reason to go on. I'm not religious. I don't want my pain minimalised. I still have pregnancy symptoms. Throwing up. Food aversions. I have followed all the food rules. The extremely tough ones, even (like my own leftovers don't get touched after 24 hours). And it's just never seemed worth it, the risk. I started the food rules before I even got pregnant. I didn't want to be one of those "I did x, y & z before I knew I was pregnant". I just keep hoping this is a mistake.
I thought about ringing a helpline for depression/suicide. Last time I was told to try gardening. I hung up. Those people never help me. I've had depression for 2 decades btw. Childhood depression included. Had therapy on and off for over 15 years. I have been hospitalized twice this year due to suicide threats.

[maks]

I had my D&C this morning. I had the worst panic attack I've ever had; they ended up doing general (not originally planned) because I couldn't even communicate, I was crying and shaking so bad. I had an asthma attack during surgery. But yet, nothing sounds better than being drugged up right now, because I have to bury my son tonight.
I can't eat. I can't sleep. I haven't stopped crying or shaking since I woke up from surgery 12 hours ago. Neither my therapist nor my psychiatrist has much to offer me right now.
I feel like I'm being crushed by the weight of all of this. I don't want to say goodbye. I'm not ready for this to actually be over. I honestly don't know how I'm going to survive this. I just want to stop hurting. I know I never really will, and it's good that I'm grieving, but I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I don't know what to do next. I honestly can't even remember how to brush my teeth. I just want to keep sleeping until I can be happy again.
I was doing okay last week, after Oliver was born. I was sad but I was coping well. Now I'm a train wreck.
I don't feel strong enough to handle this. Somebody please help.

[maks]

she'd be a good one

[maks]

lets ruin her https://www.reddit.com/user/the_real_DA

[Wendy <3]

I don't have any friends anymore. I have really bad social anxiety, so I've just stopped interacting with other people. Plus, I feel so much shame from this miscarriage that I can't bear to face other people. I couldn't even look my OB in the eye at my follow up appointment yesterday.
Honestly, I never want to leave my house again. My son is buried in a planter that's inside right now, and I don't want to leave him behind.
I know this is something I need to talk to my therapist about. She hasn't been very helpful with coping with the miscarriage thus far, so I don't really want to talk to her about it. Plus, I won't actually see her again until 12/15 due to the holiday and other scheduling issues.
This all just sucks. I can't even eat right now.

:rofl:

[what]

:rofl:

lol who posted that?

[maks]

:rofl:

My son is buried in a planter that's inside right now, and I don't want to leave him behind.

[maks]

her house must smell p good lets ask her

[Poopalew]

her house must smell p good lets ask her

I would grab his Bible and show him various scriptures that revealed the truth about Jehovah God Jesus and the last days.

[Wendy <3]

That person sounds almost as insane as slesh does

[maks]

well they did murder their own children

[Wendy <3]

And bragged about it openly

[maks]

fucking monsters, all of them

[Poopalew]

fucking monsters, all of them

Are these mammoth sea monsters slow and clumsy in this country like that of its human companions is both romantic and tragic.