that feeling when I have something horrible and there's no known cure and I'm not joking

[steveyos2]

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Proctalgia_fugax


this is literally the only time the thought of even thinking about thinking about being suicidal crosses my mind ever I've never googled it before and oh boy I was hoping it was just me not being in good enough shape yet somebody had to invest in me before this pain I'm in all the time actually drives me insane and yeah 20 minutes isn't a joke but it hurts so bad you just zone out and both not think and think but think of dying but mostly the pain is so bad you just go on a mental vacation or at least I do this really better go away once. I join the ymca

[juji]

Why don't you go to see the doctor?

[steveyos2]

I jogged holding dumbbells in the frozen snow and wind today and yoga and etc this is really starting to be a bummer

[steveyos2]

I have had bad luck with doctors my whole life except the recent one that did surgery on my leg I can't go to any docs right now though cause ebola and also there's no cure and I am probably going to kill myself if that. append too many more times and it happens too many more times all the time

[steveyos2]

can one of you rich nerds let me prove to you I am worth money I am very talented and very determined and ready to kill everyone and everything

[steveyos2]

the good thing is its the only thing that makes me tired now that it's done I'm gonna get to sleep at a good time gotta see the positives right

[steveyos2]

also thanks to this I haven't gone out and gotten any incurable aids or cancers from unclean harlots like cag but you fucks with all that top 40 shit got no idea how worse this is

[steveyos2]

I.. AN AFRAID TO EVEN MOVE RIGHT NOW I'M TYPING TO KEEP MY MIND OFF IT HAPPENING AGAIN EVER OK TIME TO SMOKE A COUPLE MORE BOWLS ALREADY HAVE BURNED MY FACE OFF SMOKING BUT NOW I GOTTA SMOKE MORE. I LOVE WEED THOUGH BECAUSE ANYTHING ELSE WOULD KILL ME FOR EXAMPLE A BULLET IF THIS HAPPENS PROLLY ONE MORE TIME

[steveyos2]

at least fjs is back

[steveyos2]

if I had the right computer chair this would happen a lot less I figured out if I play dayz or eat too much this happens more often than usual basically ruby buying me the right chair would save my life how bananas is that something I also eat along with cherries and fuck I am never going to not be in pain

[steveyos2]

just lost an hour of my life thanks again mom

[TheLizardWhisperer]

unclean harlots like cag

[Autistic Spectrum]

SUPER GOUT