we are all doomed to failure, each and every one of you
we will never truly reach that goal in the back of our minds that we are all striving for
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11-04-2012
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11-04-2012
i read "Kanye West" and i paused the video
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11-04-2012
my goal is to be as comfortable as possible until I die and so far I'm on the right track
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11-04-2012maybe your life would improve if you tried some new things. Like R&B.
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11-04-2012
when it comes to music, i try really hard to experience new things, and i'm always disappointed
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11-04-2012
just jump at the ground and miss
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11-04-2012I had easily the worst 3 days of my life just now and look back at being depressed and saying life sucks and its like nah, life's fine you go through tough stuff but most of the time it's pretty tolerable.
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11-04-2012
sounds like your life is mostly a negative experience
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11-04-2012Not at all, I love life for the most part. But being spoiled we overact to things that make us unhappy.
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11-04-2012
spoiled? I live in a dilapidated house that people 80 years ago would have called "rough"
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11-04-2012
I learned long ago not to waste my time giving pep talks to heroin users, nothing I can say will cheer them up like shooting up does so why bother
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11-04-2012
i never shot up and heroin sucks compared to oxy; H is so cut by the time it gets to you, its barely the equivalent of a few vicodin
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11-04-2012
my life would be much more enjoyable if the admins would change my avatar
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11-04-2012
and oxy sucks compared to morphine or hydromorphone;
methadone is in a ballpark of its own
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11-04-2012
its true
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11-04-2012
life is pretty sweet
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11-04-2012plugdrugs is depressing as heck even maynard would be like man the hell up wuss
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11-04-2012
opiates eventually made me feel the exact same until i quit for a couple months and made a decision never to pick it up again
they will steal your soul away. people told me this and i said "bullshit", well i still got a hole in my soul but it's getting smaller all the timeLast edited by blumpkin blownuts; 11-04-2012 at 11:49 PM.
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11-04-2012
opiates are a demon that sneaks up on you in a much-less obvious way than other drugs; you don't realize what a downward spiral you're in until your hopelessly addicted
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11-04-2012
no addiction is hopeless, but opiates will take you damned close
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11-05-2012
no other drug makes you view every other Earthly-pleasure as inadequate compared to the drug's high -- opiates do that perfectly. Nothing in everyday life can hold a candle to an opiate high. How are you supposed to fight that? You can't. Once you've realized it, all you can do is lie to yourself and pretend that you are content with everyday life.
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11-05-2012
what dose did you get to before kicking? I got to 360mg a day of oxycodone before i painfully had to quit, and i didn't really quit either. Each time I got a pay check, it went straight to oxycodone, so I could be Mr Codone for a day
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11-05-2012
when you detox professionally and honestly work a treatment program, you can pretend less day to day. the littlest things that go right look ten miles tall and you learn not to sweat the things that go wrong. you learn to accept life on life's terms. and then you find that big things start to go your way, because you are healthily & fully engaged with reality. there will still be unavoidable loss and sorrow, but you will be able to get through it without feeling like you gotta numb it out to go on.
i was taking about 200mgEq morphine in the form of opium daily, plus what i thought was 300mg pure codeine that turned out to be an undetermined amount of oxycodone according to my lab work. pisses me off cuz it was about 1/5 the street price of codeine but if i knew it was oc i could've been railing it all that time.
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11-05-2012
home isn't pretty, ain't no home for me...
Home in the darkness, home on the highway.. home isn't my way, ain't no home for me
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