Doing irl today wearing wig make up fake nails thongs and booty shorts and bra to either find a boyfriend, a man, a husband or a black gang that will help me pay my doctor 175 so I can get my meds
I was suppose to go to the doctor the 10th but I had no money and I went to the church where I went to school and gone every weekend and begged and they said they couldn't help me I begged my sister and mom and they refused to helpe this is the first time I've ever missed a doctor appointment in the last 6 years it's all done over the phone, well it's getting to the point to basically save my sanity and preserve myself Im not even gay and I don't like trannys that much and I don't like blacks but I'm going out today dressed in wig nails make up bra thong booty shorts and I need to find a real man to help me with the doctor bill I got hormone test when I was 18 and they said I'm basically a girl in a guy's body and I'm not really a man , so it is literally natural for people like me that seem like a skinny guy to realize he is a girl stuck in a man's body and it's proven fact that lot of girls or hermaphrodites cannot do anything themselves and need a man to do anything , the problem is I thought I was a man but now I see I am a hermaphidite and the only thing man about me is my beard and my small pp and a tiny microscopic amount of male hormones and testosterone, I have a feeling I can go to the bars or a gay bar and find a person who is 100% to help me with my doctor and everyone for the last 7 years ( I only have 500 subs the same 29 people talk to me) have told me that I have a very nice girly body and that lot of girls try to work out and get your body and if you dress like. A girl with nails make up hair and thong then a guy who is 100% wouldn't be able to resist and like two magnets attract each other, only a man would have the balls to get what he wanted and he can clearly see I'm kinda cross eyed and indroll cause the cursed mental hospitals , then he might like me and just like a girl I can be his girlfriend and he can protect me and feed me and get me doctor appointments, if worse comes to worse I am willing totmw to do irl in the black neighborhood bars and see if anyone is willing to be my boyfriend or if they can help me make 275 for the doctor and they can clearly see I'm literally kinda cross eyed and drooling constantly witch I really do drool cause the stupid mental hospitals didn't like me trying to be a tranny, they can clearly see I basically look like a girl I'm sure they will help me and it might be my destiny to get a black husband I never thought I'd say that but I have to protect my life and the doctor visits are very important to me I haven't been medscineless like this in a long time usually it's only 2 days not a week with no hope. But yeah I am going out today the 15th and I really really can't go many more days with out my renewed script. And the crazy part is I have dozens of weird ppl on my YouTube telling me they will pay,or they are pimps and know a friend who would pay 175 if I stripped and maybe gave him a price of my bussy, but they are always liars and last few days they lied to me and said they where going to set up a friend to take my anal virginity and now they lied and I'm tired of it. They gave me a idea and so far I don't know anyone else has given me no ideas and a few times that I went irl dressed up in a wig with slightly girl clothes a lot of the men whistled at me and even young guys joked about wanting to rape me and got super excited and literally said I'm about to rape you. So I believe we can do it and I can get my doctor appointment it's effecting me very very bad not having the meds and I cannot believe my church that I went to school there and gone very weekend didn't help me. Anyway I don't want to ask for help like I said they all lie to me and any they will give me $ or they have a guy who will date me . It's been 8 years and so far I haven't even been on a fucking date and I been online showing my asshole to like ten thousand people thinking someone would want to date me or take my anal virginity or maybe follow me on insta but to this day my insta still has 0 followers for over 8 years, now that I think about it, I'm just going to go wax my arms and maybe my legs and get make up and nails and I'm just going to go on grinder and make it very clear I'm straight and I DO NOT WAnt to be here but I'm willing to do anything no questions asked pee poop choking working sweeping whatever as long as you can get me my doctor appointment cause. I'm falling apart and years of being medicated is being ruined, anyway I'm not worried I'm going to start cleaning myself and waxing arms and later today I'll stream it so I show the rest of the world how week America is and their men have to dress up like girls and let the big Chinese man use him so baby American can get his medicine
