it was a bad idea for me to choose a guest for my show, so who wants to volunteer?
I really wish monde was able to explain if he's simply not ever going to do it, or can't right now, but he's not capable of doing something like that, the good thing is it's going to take me several months to prepare for the next person and I"ve already got 15 pieces of paper I wrote down for stuff for monde it's already prepared he can be a guest whenever I just really wanted him to be the first the way he's acting is the moment I've been waiting all these years for and I think he knows that and that's why he wont' do it but idk and I sincerely think he's mentally incapable of giving a real method to why he won't do it
honestly he's the only person I wanted to do it with right now nobody else is giving off the vibe I need besides cag but that vibe is just too sad there wouldn't be anything funny about me making fun of it that's more for tek when it gets that deep so feel free to volunteer and I'll see what I have to work with and dont' feel bad if I don't choose you it just means I fucking hate you and want you to die irl no big whoop
