Steveyos, you have 2 choices
1) Are you fucking weirdo freak? do a proper reality videos in youtube, it may be max 10 mins and try to bother the people, talking as monologue, talking about geek stuffs, you need to know how to be center of attention to people. If you are being pussy or faggot, can't handle to make videos, then consider this option like http://www.dirtywork.net/ there are some jobs who can clean dog shit, it looks easy job for you even your first job. Can't handle dog shit? maybe sewer worker... or perhaps sperm collector for livestock..., in hospitals, excrement analyst would be good paying job... or dead animal pickers in highway.... do you hate dirty work? ok, ok, maybe you should do acting into haunted house in theme park I was thinking about game tester, but no fucking way. Sell YOUR LIFE, yes, i said sell your life basically you sell everything to get money back and start over.
2) You will die in winter.
