God I'm so fucking week

Dr. changed my sleping pills again, this time to something with recreational value. I thought, I really thought I had the strength to take the first one by mouth and as directed. But up the nose it went. And the next one. And the last ones about to get snerked up there too. And at least I'll sleep even though I'm high I'll just go to sleep high instead of staying up with you guys and the dirty old ladies at perfume forum and the stuckup cunts at craigslist and making hilarious posts. Depending on how the rest of this bottle goes I may have to just tell my sponsor and get taken back to step 1 with no clean time...

Anyway I promise no more serious posts tonight from hereforth you get to post with me being high again, though not for more than a half hour