just went to forum saw latest thread 'Steveyos is FREAKING'
but i didnt see the rest of it.. i am in the tub right now and my heart sort of dropped a bit when i thoguht the thread was going to be 'Steveyos is FREAKING DEAD!' like there was actual news of steveyos' death. i was genuinely upset when i thought this and althoguh its probably inappropriate to post this here ina new thread and might seem like some sort of thing that should be simply a private message from me to steveyos i want to tell all of you that even though im not allowed at FJS any more for some reason i dont want him to die