You're delusional. I don't want lisa's body, love, or even friendship. My interactions with her would not change regardless of where your relationship went. I also had nothing to do with "splitting you apart". It was never as serious as you thought it was, not even close, and you ruined it by constantly pushing for more than she was willing to give. Even now you're acting like she owes you something. You have a lot of fucking nerve, get over yourself.