that's because you're not being honest with them. show one of them this forum, and explain what you did then you will get the help you need.
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that's because you're not being honest with them. show one of them this forum, and explain what you did then you will get the help you need.
Possibly.Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
I will be talking about it to a shrink if I get through the week.
You're a total psychopath maks yet there are worse people than you.
yeah I know, you're one of them. here's hoping you don't get through the week.Quote:
Originally Posted by Lisa's Babysitter
Pfffft lol.Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
lmaoQuote:
Originally Posted by maks
if yopu were going to kill yourself this week how would you do it lets help plan you a winning strategy
do you have visio? I'm going to whip up a flowchart
I've got one to fall back on if I have to. But I'm not posting it.Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
what is visio?Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
post it lisa let us review it maybe we can offer suggestions. there's nothing more embarrassing than a failed suicide after all we don't want any flaws in your planQuote:
Originally Posted by Lisa's Babysitter
There aren't any flaws in it maks. When I put my mind to something I can figure it out for myself.Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
then you've put it off long enough, you need to get out there right now and follow your dream.Quote:
Originally Posted by Lisa's Babysitter
It's the only thought I can take any comfort in. That at the end of the day I can take the only thing that is mine. My life. If I don't want it.Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
You don't want it lisa believe me nothing is ever going to get any better for you
I know that maks.Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
In fact it's only going to get worse.
Bye.
Ooo maks.
Come tell me what the worst that can happen is.
it's been 35 minutes plenty of time for lisa to walk in front of a kangaroo or something I sure hope she did it
Lol I know right. Death by Kangaroo would be epic. But I don't think a kangaroo will unless I seem threatening to it.Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
you should go threaten a kangaroo lisa
Yet the empty shell of a huntsman spider... still has me squealing and running away.
LOL!Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
I don't want to bother a kangaroo... Lol, what should I do? Go into the bush and chase them around until a big red goes, "Nope." And gores my guts with it's hind legs.
lisa I think you need to focus on your dream of dying by suicide I think anything else is just a distraction you can do this but it'll take some gumption
I know.Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
Like ripping off a band-aid in a way... just got to do it.
that's right so why not go do it right now while it's fresh on your mind
:)Quote:
Originally Posted by maks
Love your psychopathic work maks :)
For me personally it is the exploration and study of the forces that drive this world and the self, through that knowledge we can influence those forces to manifest change.
Solomonic magick is based on the biblical and Islamic character of Solomon the Magus king, who through the permission and blessing of God gains power over demons (Djins) so that he can direct and command them to build his temple.
From these tales a school of magick arose where the magician also calls upon and invokes his version of God so that he can direct and command his demons to perform tasks.
Eliphas Levi wrote a poem called "the magican" which describes this process which basically is condensed in these sentences, "For to the abyss of hell I plunge without affright, on them will I impose my will, the law of light.".