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You're the same as you've always been. You shouldn't take it on board. Mind you you have become obsessed about this lexie and you have been mean about her.... which you always do when you get obsessed with a chick. Let her go. She's got her own stupid choices to make.
she would literally tell me to write her a poem, she would demand poems, they weren't poems in the slightest but she called it that because that's funny, comedy, fucking why amI the only person who still is still comedy not only am I comedy I'm the most fucking mature and smart person at the same time you don't gotta turn into a faggot to grow up holy shit
see she's like how you're being now back in the day she knew I didn't care I still don't care I'll never care but yeah exactly that she's lke how you just posted there it's annoying as fuck I miss the real lexie so muchQuote:
Originally Posted by Battery Bits
Sounds like she used you for company while it suited her. Don't worry about it stevey. I love your spam and thought trains.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
see we won't mention this but the funny thing is she would bother me a lot until I'd type shit for her even when I was in a lot of pain and didn't want to computer she'd keep demanding it until I did it but I'm obsessed lol ya know yeah ugh yeah ok yup yes ok ugh wow I'm going to vomit
When you say you don't care that many times it's pretty transparent. You DO care. You're allowed to care stevey, it just means you're human and not a robot.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
she didn't use me for shit lisa she's hot as fuck popular as fuck she had no reason at all to talk to me except for the small fact she liked me holy shit I need anothr pack of cigarettes already fucking ugh
but I don't care I'm getting paid by microsoft to use edge didn't I mention that already
Calm down. It's ok. I actually believe you stevey and I'm not accusing you of anything. It's not fair how people treat each other.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
LOL you fucking dagQuote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
another fun fact we'll ignore is how she's never minded me blabbering on about her on the forusm before and would encourage and read it and also post on the forums yadda yadda who cares I'm obsessed
I AM CALM I'M MIDLY ANNOYED THAT THE ONLY PERSON I WANT TO TALK TO DOESN'T EXIST ANY MORE
Yes but stevey.... you are obsessed. You're mad at how she's treated you. She used you when it was convenient for her and then changed when she met someone. People do that stevey. People are shit. You're not crazy for that.
I'm sorry. Well the forum's here. Have at it.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
right now if she was dead I'd be super sad but she's not dead she's just dumb there's still hope for her and I am currently doing what I've always done I'm typing shit I don' tmean on a shitty forum and I'm taking comfort in the hope thtat one day she'll go back to who she was at least she's not dead and there's nothing for me to do now but not care I'd care if she was dead but she's alive and brainwashed she's going to remain ou tof my mind like she currently still is I'm getting gpaid to post on the internet but I also do't care what I post on the internet holy fuck the care the care the care I care a lot let me tell ya I care so much that I'm making her evne more mad by continuing to talk about her on here maybe I thin kthis is going to fix everything maybe I'm that stupid actually no I'm not I'm doing this because shit news flash no care lol
you're right I am obsessed because I currently have a coffe time quiz for 30 points and instead of taking the 15 seconds to finish that I'm making these posts I must not be abl eto get this person out of my mind ever I'm going to be thinking about her and ths forum as I walk next door to get a pack of cigatetes like I always do I think about this shit constantly or lexie was projecting that and she thnks about me constantly hmmm seems to work quit ea bit I leanred that form this palce that projecting shit and it always seems right since I know in my hear to fhearts I don't fucking care and when someone else says I care beucas eI say I don't care it means they care lol
basically if you can't tell I'm getting paid by microsoft to use the edge browser
and I care a lot about this situiaton and I think abut lexie all the day
I didn't laugh out loud when she said that
I can't even pretend to agree that she wasn't a real friend I appreciate what you're saying but again you're painting it too easy a picture for me I know she wasn't just using me I know she's also a very good person she's not even a shitty person so sure I feel bad but just know I also could not care less lol
Don't worry, you'll fixate on something else eventually. It'll pass.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
I can either sit around and cry about it or I can use this event to help others I will be speaking at cult prevention seminars and shit lol
please tell me you wrote this post as a jokeQuote:
Originally Posted by Battery Bits
Of course it's not as simple as I said. Maybe you were good friends for each for a time but maybe things have changed now. It'll hurt for a while but it will die down in time.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
she's lurking this thread now twisting my words up in her warped brainwashed cult mind I don't wanna deal with her shit without cigarettes brb in case she's about to have a tanty
Yes and no. It's true but I meant it in a light hearted way.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
Ok. Catch you later.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
it doesn't hurt at all lisa it's just a shocking event for a human when a human they knew turns into a completely differnet person and not in the normal kinda changed I mean she's literally an entirely different person now I don't think I explained it proerply actually I mean like dude I can't believe she goes by the same name that's a main point I'm forgetting ot make here like she literally was going on about ascension and that's literally it I'm not even joking I'm actually the one who stopped talking to her too but this is going on now cause I as usual was trying to be a friend and good person and as uaual this is where it gets me but I'm used to it people are terrible and now I know the ones I like a lot can in the blink of an eye get autism it's just a life lesson for me luckily and that's why I'll welcome her back with open arms whenever she's sane again ya know
Yeah I think you are a good person. But you do actually have feelings even if they confuse you and of course it hurts. It's normal to hurt. People who don't hurt are psychpaths and can get fucked. You seem hurt to me but you'll be ok.
I'm definitely hurt but it's nothing she did it's not her fault it's not that kind of hurt I lost my best friend but there's no bad feelings towards them
the only thing is though quite honestly she wanted to call me and had me waiting before she told me off and she started off like to work me up get me a little happy before knocking me down but I'm still really hoping that's just from her being young and dumb and feeling vindictive towards me because I refuse to blindly believe in aliens that shit was really fucked but even THAT I'm saying I'm willing to forgive and understand she had my chest literally hurting for a minute letting me be like omg I'm so nervous I want this to go good idk what to say and then like her words went ok then eh eh eh oh fuck wtf ya know lol so I'm a wee bit fabungled because of that because I really was hoping so badly to get some positivity back in my life now that I'm in these apartments surrounded by these horrible people I was like damn dude I need to make things right with lexie and not only is it not lexie it's someone who hates me because I won't convert to their religion and that's the thing that makes me sick because I am never talking to my mom again because she's also an insane religion person now ugh fuck wow
she didn't call me but there was no other reason for there to be voice involved other than to really nail home the hurt she was trying to put on me that's wicked fucked up and I wish she could understand how lucky she is that I can understand why she did it and how I know after she cooled down she woulda felt bad about it it's really annoyhing being this understanding without anyone around to be this understanding with fucking aliens
btw I was waiting for it to get to after 2 AM just to be sure I didn't have to deal withit's just one person Id on't wanna deal with everyone else is fine but I'm so sick of people I can't even deal with a person who gives off any negative shit any more lol I'm so over humans god damn
You're a sweety.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
I know the feelQuote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
as much as i've tried, i cannot keep you two lovebirds apartQuote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
when I was walking to the store a horrible detail that I deleted from my brain came back when she first joined the cult and would talk about nothing but alien shit she slowly went form liking me to hating me and it was because as she realized I wasn't gonna join the cult I became useless to her it wasn't her being a bad person it was her brainwashed by my picasso dollpleganger and the somehow even grosser verison of monde so she's probably cut out a lot of people just like she did me that weren't having the bull shit so I'm not mad about it but yeah that was several months back she's just still currently full on in cult mode so I'm not mad at all about how she handled today but yeah it sucks a lot but I don't want anyone here to hate her when she does get sane again up until the cult I cannot stress this enough she really was a real actual friend and my favorite one so that makes this suck that much worse
I just relaly wanted to make sure she was still 100% cult life it sucks that tha't show it is but for realism's sake I just wanted to know she's alright I'm just glad they haven't killed her yetQuote:
Originally Posted by Desolation
let's bet on if she's saying mean things about me right now to deso I'll bet infinity dollars she is lol
I bet you she's not. Just reply stevey.Quote:
Originally Posted by steveyos
hell no I decided not to bother