I'm sad because I thought he was nice, didn't text too much but a good amount, didn't seem to be a dickhead, seemed to be pretty understanding, like he wanted to come meet me this week like today or tomorrow were his days off work but I told him no next week because I wanted to digest this and kind of get my head around it because I hadn't been sure I should even meet someone because well you know but I was just starting to get happy about the idea and now I'm just back to normal, which is sad, bitter angry, everyone is dickheads and all people are nasty and it's not good for me to be with people, you know, my default position.
If he hadn't of sent that fake pic he was in, like I was nearly all systems go with this and now I think he must be a dickhead but that's also insulting to me so yep just another worthless asshole to add to the collection I guess :(
