I can't take any more of this

she's not dead

that probably talks about how much this forum sucks and I agree

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Originally Posted by Lisa Claus

I don't even know how I ended up in this forum.

I have nowhere to go.

My family abused me.

The only person in my life was someone who picked me up off the street battered and bruised and in shock and they turned out to be a ice junky who was using me for what he could. These are not things I want in my life.

I tried really hard to do something worthwhile. In spite of all the shit, not even having a home through highschool and never finishing I went and got myself two degrees when I was 21 and sat an entry exam and was lucky enough to be smart enough yto blitz it in, and that's about the only time in my life where having brain gave me a lift up, I wanted to teach and help children get through school because I never did and spent years before university living in what was hell, a violent man putting me in hospital because frankly I didn't know any better... and I did teach for a couple of years but I've seen too much shit there that I can't deal with and it only took a couple of kicks of the stool out from under me and I just can't... I just can't, I am not emotionally equipped to do that anymore. I got other jobs that wouldn't be as stressfull but when I lost those things just got worse and worse. Now I'm in a situation where junkies pick me up off the street when I'm bashed on xmas day because I'm even more pathetic than them. I've got nothing, nothing anymore and all I can worry about is what will happen to my cat. I'm not on a pension and I am struggling a lot, there is no safety net for me anymore, no family, no-one who cares... just mounting debts of bills that I can barely even pay anymore. I can't understand people at all... I can't understand why they do these horrible things to each other.... an ice junky actually looked good to me because he was the kindest person I had actually met in a really long time.

I don't spend my money on pot... I wish I could like I used to when I had money... it made things seem better. I wish there was somewhere I could take my cat so I knew she would be spoilt and looked after and I could just go quitely die. I had stopped breathing after my brother bashed me and I wish I had just been left to die.... it was easy to die at that point but people had to bring me back just so I could suffer more shit.. why? Why is everything like this? What the fuck kind of place is this and what the fuck kind of people are some of you. Some of you here aren't bad people at all but I just can't stand these pieces of shit, Ic an't stand them here and I can't stand them in the world anymore and I don't think I can fight any of them anymore. There is no help for what I'm going through but I honestly just don't think I lay here and take it anymore.... I just want to die but what will happen to my cat? My cat is the only good and pure thing in my life.

It's obviously true, I have obviously lost my mind but I don't even want my mind back in a world like this, if sane and doing well is doing to people what has been done to me and what I've seen others do even to children then I don't want to be sane, I don't even want to exist in way where I am aware of anything anymore.

What the fuck is this place and what the fuck kind of people are SOME of you? Am I supossed to abuse people, lie, use people to have a good life? Because I don't even want a life anymore. There is literally nothing more I have to offer or give and I can't live in a world like this anymore, I want out. Something bad is going to happen again... I know this feeling... something bad is going to happen... I hope I get to die this time and to the shit people I hope you burn on earth and to the good people, I wish you could be spared the abhorrent things that go on in this world but I at least hope you have comfort and some measure of happiness and I hope you are surrounded by other good people.

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post about it on an internet comedy forum

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Originally Posted by internutt

post about it on an internet comedy forum

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Originally Posted by internutt

post about it on an internet comedy forum

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I really do hope she's dead, or if she's not that she will soon kill herself on camera

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Originally Posted by Lisa Claus

the whole forum is fucktarded with a couple of obsessed no-life losers

my whole life is fucked



people in the world are just so disgusting that I don't want to breathe the same air anymore as these human leeches

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so leave and stop bitching

writhe in the throes of self-pity, lisa. you always thought you were "such a great troll"
but you wound up being crushed neath your own wheel of destruction.

everyone's laughing at your expense while you huddle in the corner of your pigsty house, wailing in filth.

hi, who the hell are you?

i'm a lame faggot. who are you and what do you want?

stay away from me. i have aids. i am trying to infect dead lisa.

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Originally Posted by GulDucat

i'm a lame faggot. who are you and what do you want?

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I'm marks98, I'm kind of a big deal around here. I'm trying to establish whether you're an annoying faggot, if you are I will spend every free moment for the next few months driving you to suicide like I did with clump.

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Originally Posted by maks

I'm marks98, I'm kind of a big deal around here. I'm trying to establish whether you're an annoying faggot, if you are I will spend every free moment for the next few months driving you to suicide like I did with clump.

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you frighten me.

I should, I'm pretty much hitler for bad posters

please don't hurt me.

Nope. Peter did it.

TMZ is reporting that Marshall Mathers, known by his stage name EMINEM, has committed suicide Wednesday afternoon. "We aren't yet sure what his motive might have been, but a friend of the family suggests the recent tragedy at RUBYNET could have been a major factor"

first ytmnd now tmz, rubynet world order making frontpages worldwide

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Originally Posted by lnopia the great

TMZ is reporting that Marshall Mathers, known by his stage name EMINEM, has committed suicide Wednesday afternoon. "We aren't yet sure what his motive might have been, but a friend of the family suggests the recent tragedy at RUBYNET could have been a major factor"

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awesome, this is a great day for music and specifically rap

I hope you're being sarcastic because white rap sucks balls, just like white blues and white jazz.

The guy's clearly a jew and he sounds like maroon 5. This is rap.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2-rN-98kFQ

Shitty sound quality on youtube can't even hear the bass and it's still better than anything eminem ever did

fuck you cody

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lol NO

THIS IS RAP

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZLbC-xiPiI

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Aren't you the guy who made up a girlfriend?

cant use nas as a comparasion because he is the best of all time

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cant use nas as a comparasion because he is the best of all time

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yeah honestly he's the only one that I can sit through a whole album

unless you count cypress hill

lisa's ghost is back be very carefull

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fuck me cody

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/fixed

mrs hyde the fat ulgy 50 year old returns,

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you should read the whole thread :jizz:

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tl/dr
who is in your avi now? it's gross.. jus sayin

it's me

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mrs hyde May from meds,the fat ulgy 50 year old returns,

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:shock:

Ah yes. I was forwarded this link by email just the other day.

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What the fuck is this place and what the fuck kind of people are SOME of you? Am I supossed to abuse people, lie, use people to have a good life? Because I don't even want a life anymore. There is literally nothing more I have to offer or give and I can't live in a world like this anymore, I want out.

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Were you crying when you wrote this?

this thread is hilarious did seth mcfarline write it?

nwa

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holy shit I really hope she kills herself and I hope she does it on cam that would be awesome

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did i mention i'll hunt that fat bastard stephie yello n stck his head on a stick 3 inches off the ground so the squirrels can have their way with it

true story, ask faglerchaffed

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Originally Posted by maks

holy shit I really hope she kills herself and I hope she does it on cam that would be awesome

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nsfw's version of tiki

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Originally Posted by cberry

nsfw's version of tiki

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It's been too long since something memorble has happened here, and it would rid us of one of the worst posters ever so it's a win-win.

Also, news organizations love to cover the tragic results of cyberbullying, remember when that irish bitch killed herself over a facebook troll? we could potentially get international recognition

rubynet world order