and let's hear your version of the "liberal agenda", and in what way it ties into reducing CO2 emissionsQuote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs
fuck the hows, lmao... let's just start with the why's
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and let's hear your version of the "liberal agenda", and in what way it ties into reducing CO2 emissionsQuote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs
fuck the hows, lmao... let's just start with the why's
Yeah, it's kind of disgusting how Western media likes to change a story to best fit our needs.Quote:
Originally Posted by rubycalaber
stimulants are probably first-line for panic disorders!!Quote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs
ever read al-jazeera?Quote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs
there's only two kinda of media - "western", or state-sanctioned
I guess you could view guys like Stalin as objectively bad though; but when you think about it, western governments are pretty terrible too just from their indifference to a problem.
I bring it up a lot, but so many people die from the medical system because they aren't aware that they're the guinea pigs for the drugs they're taking. It's like clockwork; see a commercial for a new drug, six months later see a commercial for legal help to sue the makers of that drug for its unforseen consequences.
We're almost worse than guys like Josef Mengele of the SS, because we go to great lengths to cover up what we're actually doing.
The truth is, we don't know what a great many of drugs do. A pharmaceutical company essentially bribes the FDA to let it through, and the company crosses its fingers.
i'll grant you this. the fda are crooks, so are the usda, doi and many other federal bodiesQuote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs
but when it comes down to it, the individuals responsible are just regular people, albeit with a higher-than-average inclination towards exploitation. just imagine how crooked and gamed the system would be if there was no regulation whatsoever...
the solution is to regulate the regulators, by filtering out special interests from the system of checks and balances
I did start getting panic attacks from drugs. The first really full-blown one where I thought "woah, this isn't just normal fear, this is a serious problem" was from amphetamine.Quote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
After that, and after benzo withdrawals, I'd seriously get a fucking bad trip from something as simple as a cup of coffee. I became really hypersensitive to my body's own neuro-chemistry, like I'd pick out "oh my brain just reduced its own cholinergic activity for some reason" or "hmm 5-HT2a pathways in the visual cortex are active during dreams" and "sleep deprivation produces an effect almost identical to anti-cholinergics when it comes to perception"
blah blah blah
I actually think you can probably relate to me with all that. But yeah, the panic attacks. Out of no where I'd get an intense fear that I was dying, and couldn't figure out what was happening.
I think what it boils down to is not knowing; I can't identify a certain feeling my brain is experiencing, and think I'm overdosing or having a bad drug reaction or a seizure or something or whatever
like, almost all neurophysical sensation seems to fall into one of several categories:
- glutamate
- GABAergic
- dopaminergic (which is closely tied in with norepinephrine, which is closely tied in with epinephrine)
- serotonergic (which has perhaps the widest profile of psychological effects)
- endorphin (closely tied in with dopaminergic)
- cholingergic (basically the system which manages all the mundane sensationless affairs of the brain, like our working short term memory, which is why when this system is fucked with it can produce intense delerium [anticholinergics] or obsessive association [pro-cholinergic, like with nicotine and tobacco])
anyways, knowing all that shit and starting to see the limits of your own brain can kind of mess with you in a bad way.. I'd just feel overly sensitive to all mental sensations and sometimes couldn't understand what I was feeling, think I was dying or having a seizure or overdosing, or something, and it was always just a panic attack. But something was definitely fucked up with my neurochemistry; I don't get them much anymore (going through a big alcohol phase for a few years seemed to really dull my brain down and seemed to get rid of panic attacks actually)
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I'm having a panic attack.
I've been drinking wine tonight from Cadillac Winery and Leelanau Cellars.
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Originally Posted by Gentleman Doli
oh cool a Lit 41 song
wat
absolutely disgusting.
i just took a shit and it was piled out of the water :smug:
respectQuote:
Originally Posted by lnopia the great
took a pic if you want to see
You may be onto something there.Quote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs
Do the gov protect the murderers as apache pilots and chase the traitors like Snowden and Bradley Manning? New Nazi GermanyQuote:
Originally Posted by Plug Drugs
You should watch the movie Olympus has fallenQuote:
Originally Posted by rubycalaber