Almost had sex with my best friend/room mate's boyfriend while she was out of town...
So the gist is that I went and hung out with a few friends and my roommate's boyfriend since she was out of town and they invited me out to the bar. After getting trashed I told her boyfriend that he could stay at our place in her room since I knew she wouldn't have minded. We both continue to get drunk and close out the bar. We took a taxi home (at least we didn't drive drunk) and once we got home we kept drinking and decided to smoke a bowl. After that it get hazy, I only remember bits and pieces till I woke up. I don't remember who started it. I do remember kissing, fingering, BJ, hair pulling, bitting, but him saying no to sex, just foreplay and teasing. I love my roommate, she's also one of my only closest friends. Both her bf and I decided not to say anything to her and say we came home and ended the night after a shot. But I'm feeling terrible and I'm not sure what to do. They have an amazing relationship and I like him a lot as a friend. Should I let a drunken mistake ruin their relationship and probably end our friendship?
Also from this I want to stop drinking. This isn't the first time I've ended up at home with a guy from a bar. Luckly they have all been random men and not my friend's bf. But I end up having sex when I reget it in the morning once I've sobered up.... So I think drinking is a HUGE problem for me.
Anyway thanks for hearing me out, I welcome any advice you have to give.
