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lots of people are either sick and dying or watching their kids become addicts or assaulting each other and/or lying about it to stroke their egos over bullshit drama
it makes me want to stop going. i need to keep going and i was hoping i could be an inspiration but to be quite frank i'm just much better than the rest of these people. i fell from a much higher place and didn't fall nearly as low.
bob you don't need that shit. That segment of society will bring you down. Stay away from
the dregs.
you meant how low i could fall if i stop going right?
it's true, but thats like the sole reason that keeps me going.
honestly I can't wait for a shootin war. at least half the population of this country should
be fucking put out to pasture.
the funny thing is I really do. i doubt i would still be clean without NA, and i have to spend the rest of my life second-guessing myself and calling myself a liar whenever i get the bright idea i can start using again but successfully this time.Quote:
Originally Posted by macpro
maybe i should start going to meetings in the rich part of town
naw man. You're an Engineer. Hanging around psychos and losers only exposes you to theirQuote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
idiotic useless existence.
yeah but i was a train wreck before and i can be again. anything could happen, this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for a guy with no industry experience and i could lose this job before being there at least a year and then be completely fucked again
have faith brother. You will get though it and move to a better job.
this is the best job i can get by a longshot, and if i decide i need a better one i'll need 2-3 years at this one. i'm not too worried because they're already impressed with my work, but all kinds of shit beyond my control could happen.
good luck bob
The problem with NA like AA is that life (even several decades later) still revolves around substance abuse even if the member isn't actually using anything. If my life were to revolver around drugs, I would at least want some highs to show for it. No wonder NA sucks.Quote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
thanks guys
i guess if NA gets to the point where being there makes me want to use i'll stop going, but that's the only good excuse to quit going. i feel like i'm the only person there who isn't being shit all over by life and most of these people work a good program like i do, some are definitely doing more work at it than me, so why am i the only person enjoying life
this is why shrinks kill themselves
it's Hussein's gay agenda and the Kardashian's.
i can't argue with this...Quote:
Originally Posted by Obnoxious Bitch
though it's not so much the program that causes this as it is simply being an addict. even without the program i'm going to go through some shit everytime i hear about people getting fucked up, or my girlfriend wants to drink a beer, or i see people enjoying drugs in movies...
i don't have to let my addiction be a defining characteristic, but i still have to deal with it nearly every day. the chances of ever being an occasional/successful user of alcohol or pot for someone in my situation are incredibly small, way to small to risk it. i don't even miss real drugs at all, but i miss the hell out of pot and alcohol just because so many people use it. shit sucks, but i did this to myself.
u dont need alcohol or pot dude, i dont do either and Im happy
It really sucks to several decades later still have your life centered around booze and/or drugs, especially when you are not even using. Drink up and smoke a bowl. Be a human again.Quote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
yeah but you're stealing the good stuff from work.Quote:
Originally Posted by Gentleman Doli
I think you should to become a porn starQuote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
sxe hxcQuote:
Originally Posted by Gentleman Doli
bob i'll be your temp sponsor if you need someone to talk to about shit man. I did mangage to stick with that cult for about 2 years and work through the steps twice, i dont really believe in a lot of it but i know how it works. At least im not some faggot who is jading myself and programming myself to be programmed though.Quote:
Originally Posted by blumpkin blownuts
it should keep you scared off of drugs so you dont become a fucking retard like them
is this true? because drug abuse during pregnancy is another cause of brain damage......................Quote:
Originally Posted by Batty
um that's cagQuote:
Originally Posted by rubycalaber
who knows what her excuse is for being a half-wit.
I will always need potQuote:
Originally Posted by Gentleman Doli
I seem to survive without it but.... I could have everything I ever wanted and I'm pretty sure I still wouldn't be happy.
you deserve mike bushpigbushpigbushpigbushpig, every bit of itQuote:
Originally Posted by BatteriWyfe
*tosses all prospects of a good job out the window for the love of pot
hello, my name is bob hughes, and i'm a drug addict/immortal
https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/i...hJgKYm7FgAxlmgQuote:
Originally Posted by BatteriWyfe
sorry this thread is about Narcotics Anonymous not the KKKQuote:
Originally Posted by Cody
yeah and i was a member of NA in sacramento http://meetings.intherooms.com/meeti...&proximity=100 the nothing but recovery group was my home groupQuote:
Originally Posted by Camoron
clean and serene breh
codey isn;t clean cuz he thats opiates when he pulls a muscle.
elz give cag her acct backQuote:
Originally Posted by GulDucat