i'm done posting here forever. I need to stop wasting time on the internet and move on.
Sorry to everyone, even marks and doli. I don't hold anything against any of you guys..
peace
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i'm done posting here forever. I need to stop wasting time on the internet and move on.
Sorry to everyone, even marks and doli. I don't hold anything against any of you guys..
peace
bye faggot, get a long term therapist before you hurt someone besides yourself.
see ya tomorrow buddy
im gonna miss the science articles.
plug drugs if you spend 3 months in a mental institution I will be your friend again and I'll help you win lisa back
Hey mike, as your friend i'm advising you to make one of these:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qf5Ch0SMLC0
One shot buddy, make it count.
i can't win..
lisa thinks im some psycho stalker who would hurt her now when all i wanted was to be her friend...
im giving up.. she'll never want to be my friend again.. it hurts.. this place just makes me miserably depressed.. please IP ban me so i cant come back
i feel pathetic and ugly
no one said you were ugly
heres what you do, go in your user cp and select change email/password
enter password
type a string of gibberish any copy/paste it into your password area 2x (dont look at the gibberish faggot this is for REALZ)
enter literally any common first name and add @yahoo.com to it.
save changes
log out
/problem.
ok bye, this forum isnt ur problem tho its drug abuse
piece of shit michael's latest pathetic psycho e-mail
what the fuck is your problem???
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27/07/2013
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why the hell did you turn around and tell everyone the things i say to you? Am I some big fucking joke to you?? I cant believe what a fucking piece of shit you are FUCK YOU
I told that disgusting piece of shit not to say anything to me and leave me alone how many months ago?
I have literally gotten like 100 e-mails from him since and never replied to even one of them
so telling everyone? yep. telling everyone the big secret of the continual fucktard harassment and abuse you send me you fucktard piece of shit
you are pathetic
just leave me alone and ill leave you alone
i'm counting 15 emails total in the entire month of july, thats not hundreds. most of them are like a sentence long
you psycho RETARDED lying sack of shit
I have blocked all of your accounts and you keep making more accounts to send me constant pathetic FUCKATRD psycho rubbish
FUCK OFF you are a piece of shit LEAVE
doli and marks completely warped your view of me and you didnt even realize it.
keep making more accounts???
i dont want to talk to you anymore, you leave ME alone
youre abusive
you're a fuckhead
no-one did anything except YOU and you try to blame everyone else
fuck off, you are a pathetic RETARD
lisa youre an idiot if you think doli and marks dont anally crave seeing you freak out on me and hate me.
and not a problem, i want nothing to do with you anymore
the only idiot here is you
how pathetic that you'd try to blame a couple of random posters here
you are the only idiot, the only one who has acted like a fuckhead and you need to leave nd go to a mental hospital
it's too latew for rehab, you're already a retard well done
i'm sorry. i'm not ever going to try to talk to you again, unless you talk to me first, and even then I probably might not respond
you are a liar
you have said that too many times
everytime you post I'm going to post one of your 100 e-mails to me
you're not even worth the air it takes to tell you 200 times that you need to quit drugs, get help and leave me alone
you're not worth shit for the 200 times you've said you would and then dopne the EXACT same thing an hour later
fuck off
yeah, right, i'm sure the opinions of others have in no way influenced the way you think about me whatsoever :rolleyes:
think whatever you want. You're a horrible friend who bailed on me for no reason; last time it was because I asked you to say sorry for getting my tinychat account banned, you literally wouldnt say sorry and stopped being my friend over it
Face it, YOU'RE a psycho, and when better guys came along you needed to make up reasons to toss me aside
and one last thing
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how dare you try to make me feel guilty. Shame on you.
I would have worked with you in any way you wanted to make things work out, and figure things out together.
It's one thing when you no longer like somebody and don't want to talk to them anymore, but to make them feel like they're responsible, and push them down into a pit of guilt and malaise, I feel abused, weak, and helpless.
trust me, i'm not going to email you after this ever. As soon as you stop replying to this thread, you're not ever going to hear from me again.
So I talked to doli last night
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Doli kind of talked some sense into me last night, and pointed out that I've been a huge creep for the past 3 months, and I've pretty much just been bothering you for months. I'm going to leave you alone and stop sending you e-mails asking to be my friend again.
But look, this is what they always wanted. I wasn't actually a creep to begin with; it was always their goal to split us from being friends, so they just kept insisting anything they thought might do that, and just kept telling you that I was a creep until you started believing them -- and you listened to them. I can't believe you'd follow what a group of people think instead of doing what you think is right, I thought you were way different than that.
I've known these guys for years. You may think you understand their antics, but you don't. They do lead you along a lot of the time for their own amusement. And that really bothers me that you trusted them over me. Do you really think that's fair? After I was such a good friend to you for so long?
I pretty much had to give up my reputation with all of them because I chose you over them; and you know what? The reason I've seemed like such a big pussy was so I could try and bring both sides together. You think Doli is so attractive for being witty and clever? The guy is a tool. You're actually attracted to that? Someone who treats you like shit instead of someone who actually cares about you? I mean think about it, really think about it, you like him because you think he's one of the popular ones of the group, and you started disliking me for not being the popular one. You're following the crowd, it's fucking stupid, I didn't know you were like that.
So you wonder why I'm acting like a little bitch, one reason is because I've been fighting back how pissed off I feel because I can't believe how you're acting.
I ruined all my friendships on that forum for you; I've wasted months of my life now, I feel like an idiot. Have you honestly forgotten how great of friends we used to be? How can you just block out your memory of me like that?
And even though you deny it, your actions caused my real name to get leaked. You used my real first name on the forum when I didn't want you to, and flag told everyone my full name after that. Do you realize I can not fucking defend myself in arguments now because they'll just turn around and try and ruin me in real life then? So when you were laughing at me in tinychat and felt embarrassed for me when I was apologizing to marks, its because he was recording everything I was saying like a fucking lunatic, and I wanted to get on his good side so he'd just leave me the hell alone. And you wonder why I've been such a pussy.
It's all your choice who you do and don't want to be friends with. But you know it as well as I do, you've done wrong to me.
How can you just ignore someone who wants to be your friend so bad and looks up to you? Especially after you and that person only really had each other for 7 months and would talk like you were in love. Was it all just some strategy of yours? Did you really throw it all away just to make them jealous and get their attention? You're sick, I don't know if you can't see what you're doing or not, but like I've said in the past, it's in your shadow; take a look at yourself, seriously.
Please, don't ever do this to a guy again. You broke my heart. Do you get off on that or something? Does it make you feel wanted and popular to mess with a guy's head like that and have him obsess over you?
I'm not obsessed over you, that's all their invention they planted in your head. I'm actually just sad because I lost a best friend and I've been trying to get her back. I'm acting the way I'm acting because normal people don't act like you've been acting.
Whatever this wasn't well written because I get writer's block when my mind is being raped, so I don't expect it to convince you, but I wanted to at least mention all those things, because it makes me sick thinking that you're just going to move on and think everything you've done is okay, I don't want to give you that pleasure.
So that's that, I am going to leave you alone now. I mean I did my best, I really wanted to be your friend again, and God knows I've tried as hard as I could to be your friend again, but I'd be an idiot if I wasted any more time on this silly bullshit
i feel weak abused and helpless
I was blasted out of my mind when i wrote that wall of text, that was some good shit
what gives you the right to send me 100 e-mails after I told you to leave me alone and then try and tell me not to tell anyone?
fuck off
i'm hopeless
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sorry to have inconvenienced you.
look, doli has totally turned you against me
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I didn't know it bothered you that much when I emailed you.. I'm sorry for being a creep, I'm sorry it ever got like this
if you do some day want to talk to me or say hello or something, you can.
I hope one day you remember how good of friends we used to be. Until then, goodbye
and most of those emails are like one sentence long and they're just harmless, you're making it out to sound like all i do all day is write lengthy letters to you