doesnt make sense i dedicated my life to this and i thoguht if i came line and streamed daily id find at least 50 people who would donate 1-2$ a month as support so i can be a legit 10/10 female gay porn starr/crrossdresser/ full fem body??????

i been needing either 100$ to fix my phone,130$ to buy 20 pounds of hair removal wax/120 for the max heater
1-300 for a laso hairr remover, i dont know why but i am goig to stick around and keep streaming daily unntill i can find 50 guys or girls who love me and will support me out of love and friendhsip so i can make my dreams come true, its just if nobody supports me then what am i suppose to do when im a 10/10 gil, i thgouth i was suppose to devolpoe friendhsips and people would watch me transform and then i would spend years travling and ggoing on datees and oeday find my job in hollywood, but so far i have only found 1 girl who likes me wearingbikinis and tweking, and she gets all my secret porn videos, she gets all my energy and attenntion for 5$ a year. is there anyone ese that wants custom videos and a chance 100% to date me in the future and be my friend i am tring to be a gay porn star th eonly thing im missing is friends, when your rich like me and dont have to go work its impossible to make friends or go on dates, and i need 1-2$ doation to show me you care. so far my best friend zorrp has bloccked me on youtube for crrossdressing so now im single again and dont even have a single veiwer or imaginary girlfriend or boyfriend... its be legit8 years and the only thing ive asked for and still need is wax to wax my ass so i ca fially dress in bikinis everyday .. its crazy but i might end up 70-90 years old annd then after almos t60 years, i might finaally be able to have a waxes ass and go into adult porn gay trany liek i been tryinng for over 60 years annd then i will understand that nobody online is real and i wasted time looking for friends here, but annyway i will do personal videos POV style where it looks like your fuckig me ill dress up as girl and scrream your name for 10 minutes or a hour let me kow im starting at 1$ annd going up 1$ ever time someone bbuys a video so get them now while their cheap