Lisa i know your sad about your rep, and brenda i know your upset about possibly going to jail

[Autistic Spectrum]

brenda and lisa please stay safe

[A Dolla Danya of Dubla Dour]

dp you frequent bb.com pls stay safe?

[steveyos YOLO]

Both of them are too old to have children now

[Lisa]

I was a bit sad about my rep but is was also that I felt harassed between that and the topics

[maks]

lisa if you hadn't murdered your baby he would probably be talking by now

[maks]

he'd be all "mommy!" and you'd be all "ya know son I almost aborted you but I decided not to be an awful person for once in my life"

[Lisa]

Yeah it was a ball of cells, not a baby and you encountered the would be father, it was the best thing to do. I didn't even have my wherewithal when I got into that situation, the whole thing was horrible, don't think I took it lightly though, it still upsets me but I think it was the best thing to do in that particular circumstance.

[maks]

I wouldn't give you so much shit if you'd stop trying to rationalize this and admit you did it because you're selfish and weak and it was the easier option

[maks]

because you're a sociopath and you have no conscience

[Lisa]

There was nothing easy about it at all you clueless fool

[Lisa]

Maks I'm not socially intelligent enough to be a sociopath

[maks]

lisa you scheduled the abortion during the same trip to the hospital where you got the pregnancy test, you didn't even go home and think about it not even for one night. don't give me this "it was a difficult decision" bullshit

[Lisa]

lisa you scheduled the abortion during the same trip to the hospital where you got the pregnancy test, you didn't even go home and think about it not even for one night. don't give me this "it was a difficult decision" bullshit

that's not true, I had to go to a doctor, get advice and get referred to a hospital in the city, then I had to go to the city and have a first appointment, where they check you all out, ultra sound and all that and the hardest part was she said everything was fine in the ultra sound, it was in the exact right position and all that, that was really hard, and then after that appointment I had to wait, it was like a week or two or something because it needed to be a bit a little bit further along for the operation to have a better success rate, and that was a really really long couple of weeks and all that time thinking about it

Fuck off Maks, you haven't got a fucking clue, you're male, completely devoid of empathy and frankly have no fucking idea

[Lisa]

And it was really hard because I have always wanted kids, I just never wanted to drag any into a fucked up situation, I really wanted kids but I didn't want the kids to have to live with a real shitty situation where their mother had lost their mind, their father was a Pyscho meth junky who was in and out of jail and just an abusive headcase. The whole situation, it would have been selfish and cruel to have a baby out of that.

[Autistic Spectrum]

your baby would neg rep the shit outta you if you did not kill him

[Lisa]

And it's not like I'm some teenager who got knocked up, I'm 35 now and I had always been carefull, like even when I was with my fiancé for 7 years, I wanted to finish university first so that I'd be able to provide better for kids.... but a temporary lapse of sanity and *pounce* I was being plucked off the street and was knocked up before I even knew what happened. It was the worst thing in my life and you know I've got a few shit things to chose from.

[steveyos YOLO]

Do you not feel stupid deactivating your account temporarily over stupid shit like rep? You're worse than rootbeer you insane baby murdering freak

[steveyos YOLO]

Just kill yourself you dumb whore

[Autistic Spectrum]

killing her baby is fine,, but rep bombing,, on rubynet,, IT'S NOT RIGHT,

[maks]

remember when I said you should stop trying to rationalize and now what are you doing you're rationalizing and trying to convince me (or yourself) that you didn't have a choice, but you did lisa and even adoption would have been better than murder but that was too inconvenient for you murder is way easier isn't it

[Lisa]

true enough that if I had carried it to full term and given birth there is no way I could have given it up for adoption.

Do you think abortion is wrong Maks?

[maks]

this isn't about political opinions you murdered your child that's the worst kind of betrayal which means you are the worst kind of person

[Autistic Spectrum]

lisa we started an indigogo fund raiser and rubynet would have bought the baby from you, you did not need to kill it

[Autistic Spectrum]

you could have made like 200 bucks and we could have all gotten a baby to share, a fourm baby

[maks]

lisa is p much a comic book villain

[Lisa]

this isn't about political opinions you murdered your child that's the worst kind of betrayal which means you are the worst kind of person

Saying that someone who had an abortion "murdered their child" speaks oceans about your intelligence and the kind of person you are.

[Autistic Spectrum]

You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to Lisa again.

[Autistic Spectrum]

ugh but i think i am almost out for 24 horus, i don't even know if i can slip in one more neg rep

psst, i don't want to go to jail

[Autistic Spectrum]

this delmenia is worse than the time lisa murdered her child