I feel like I'm dying,

[Visual Leader]

Hello everyone. I hate to rendezvous with you all in such an awkward situation but I may be about to die.

It all started about 6 hours ago right after I smoked weed. I was alone in the car.

At some point I felt a pop in either the lower neck or upper spine right beneath the neck. Or maybe it was my inner right shoulder? Hard to pinpoIsn't because it caught me off guard and I was not expecting. Maybe it was all three. Well, I can sit here debating and dying or I can just say some shit popped out of joint and sent my body into a panic.

6 hours. 6 hours I just spent in unbelievable bodily hell. Having to only move at a fucking sloth pace trying desperately to pinpoint what exactly I needed to do to realign.

Cars outside spending past. Plane engines roaring above me.

At One point I surrendered and gave into death.

What was it like? It was fine. It was just fine. It was death. You'll see it one day too.

I was forced to contort like Emily Rose at yoga glass to try and find a way to push my spine upward despite being stuck in A CAR that would be better off being a TRUCK. I felt many joint cracks and none felt good at all. For entire hours I was frozen. One slight misstep in movement and be met by excruciating pain.

I became cold but could not cover myself. I began to feel my arms chill and then go numb from cold.

At one point I literally carried on believing I was going to lose an arm but live.

If you don't hear from me again, I literally died.

It's possible I'll carry on, but maybe not much longer because I'm fatily flawed. A lifetime of school sports and hard drinking have caught up.

Anyway, while I'm still living I'd like to say thanks for bring hospitable here. I'm glad I have people like Lisa and Lily who literally made me feel good for the last 4 days just by being themselves.

I do enjoy posting here. I like forums.

[nastyvandal]

I like turtles.

[maks]

[Battery Bits]

You can't die, what about my rep?

please ban me

[Wendy <3]

I told you before new kid, satan doesnt like it when people mess around with his little girl. He already killed 2 and gave another one cancer for doing so

lisa is into dead guys

[Poopalew]

lisa is into dead guys

go pick on some one else.

go pick on some one else.

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[Poopalew]

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You still don't get it

[Visual Leader]

I'm still here. Made it into work but they sent me home. "Home".

At one point while frozen and struggling to breathe there were flies crawling into my open mouth and nose. I felt like a literal corpse. It had great impact on my mental stability.

Something is definitely wrong, but I'm still kicking.

I feel like a different person today. A night of death waiting at your side will do that.

Thank you Lily for the nice PM.

You still don't get it

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[Poopalew]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?

[nastyvandal]

Feel better, Broseph.

[Wendy <3]

New kid the complaining about physical and mental health problem gimmicks are already taken, so is the homeless gimmick

[Poopalew]

New kid the complaining about physical and mental health problem gimmicks are already taken, so is the homeless gimmick

physical?

[Visual Leader]

New kid the complaining about physical and mental health problem gimmicks are already taken, so is the homeless gimmick

Is there a gimmick where a member actually cares about this place and posts thoughtful and fun threads? Because I'm the only one here doing that gimmick too. You should be ashamed of this place honestly.

Im sorry that sounded harsh, I'm sure you would understand if you knew the stress I have been through in the last 4 days. I'm sorry. Nonetheless, I have assigned the proper value to this community and I suggest you do the same

[Poopalew]

Is there a gimmick where a member actually cares about this place and posts thoughtful and fun threads? Because I'm the only one here doing that gimmick too. You should be ashamed of this place honestly.

Im sorry that sounded harsh, I'm sure you would understand if you knew the stress I have been through in the last 4 days. I'm sorry. Nonetheless, I have assigned the proper value to this community and I suggest you do the same

I did post songs from this Goth band

Is there a gimmick where a member actually cares about this place and posts thoughtful and fun threads? Because I'm the only one here doing that gimmick too. You should be ashamed of this place honestly.

Im sorry that sounded harsh, I'm sure you would understand if you knew the stress I have been through in the last 4 days. I'm sorry. Nonetheless, I have assigned the proper value to this community and I suggest you do the same

you're going to have a wonderful time here at rubynet

[Wendy <3]

Is there a gimmick where a member actually cares about this place and posts thoughtful and fun threads? Because I'm the only one here doing that gimmick too. You should be ashamed of this place honestly.

Im sorry that sounded harsh, I'm sure you would understand if you knew the stress I have been through in the last 4 days. I'm sorry. Nonetheless, I have assigned the proper value to this community and I suggest you do the same

If the owner doesn't care, then why should anyone else care? Letting lisa stay here was the demise of this place

[Poopalew]

you're going to have a wonderful time here at rubynet

It's not your fucking biz who I cyber

It's not your fucking biz who I cyber

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

[Visual Leader]

If the owner doesn't care, then why should anyone else care? Letting lisa stay here was the demise of this place

You say demise but I say beginning. Lisa is unique and stands out in a forum full of trolls, complainers, and posters with bad attitudes. She's exactly what is needed to help facilitate the incoming influx of new members.

You are expendable.

Sorry, not trying to be rude. Just wanted to pass that eye opening statement your way in hopes that it sparks change deep within. Let's all make the decision to put our best foot forward for the betterment of the forum

You say demise but I say beginning. Lisa is unique and stands out in a forum full of trolls, complainers, and posters with bad attitudes. She's exactly what is needed to help facilitate the incoming influx of new members.

You are expendable.

Sorry, not trying to be rude. Just wanted to pass that eye opening statement your way in hopes that it sparks change deep within. Let's all make the decision to put our best foot forward for the betterment of the forum

can't wait till you go through the plugdrugs phase and want to kill yourself after lisa rejects you

are you the dude that lives in his car that was donny's irl friend?

[Pluɡ Drugs]

You say demise but I say beginning. Lisa is unique and stands out in a forum full of trolls, complainers, and posters with bad attitudes. She's exactly what is needed to help facilitate the incoming influx of new members.

You are expendable.

Sorry, not trying to be rude. Just wanted to pass that eye opening statement your way in hopes that it sparks change deep within. Let's all make the decision to put our best foot forward for the betterment of the forum

let me spark my dick deep within your asshole

[maks]

Is there a gimmick where a member actually cares about this place and posts thoughtful and fun threads? Because I'm the only one here doing that gimmick too. You should be ashamed of this place honestly.

Im sorry that sounded harsh, I'm sure you would understand if you knew the stress I have been through in the last 4 days. I'm sorry. Nonetheless, I have assigned the proper value to this community and I suggest you do the same

no, because that's a shitty boring gimmick

[maks]

You say demise but I say beginning. Lisa is unique and stands out in a forum full of trolls, complainers, and posters with bad attitudes. She's exactly what is needed to help facilitate the incoming influx of new members.

You are expendable.

Sorry, not trying to be rude. Just wanted to pass that eye opening statement your way in hopes that it sparks change deep within. Let's all make the decision to put our best foot forward for the betterment of the forum

This isn't a community, it's a containment field, it's here to protect the rest of the internet from us. We have no use for new posters because they inevitably end up being stupid self righteous faggots like you.

[maks]

we already have a snoofalah we don't need two of them

[maks]

maybe if you stay on your high horse long enough we'll forget that you're a homeless alcoholic wigger