I think Plug Drugs is right

[Lisa Claus]

I need a nice nerd.... or I think like I've thought for a while, a kind older man.
Not a hot guy, but someone who adores me who I could really care about. I don't know where I could find someone, it's not really like I have any interests or hobbies, I don't really want to do any online dating sites, I mean that's just all sex and I don't really want to go to the pub, that's just drunk sluttery. I want to meet someone organically but I just don't know where or how. I'd like to study more but there's only so many degrees you can get government placement for and I've already done two degrees on that when really you're only meant to be able to get one, I just kind of got in the second one because I had good marks and they wanted teachers so much that I was allowed to get a government place again. I was really good at study if I was given a bit of lee way with when I had to hand things in, and they always gave me that lee way because when I did get the work done when I could well I'm actually meant to be really smart (big IQ just emotionally crippled) I did really good work and got really good marks. If I could I'd study forever but after 2 government placements I'd probably have to pay for any more study, unless I got a scholarship but I'm not young anymore, already got 2 degrees and they probably look more for someone young who would be able to make a career out of it at the end, not someone who just wants to do more study simply for it's own sake.

Yeah but I'm crapping on, someone kind and honest who I could love and I might be able to be happy, the cruel twist being that some like Plug Drugs, well I'd be so lucky, lucky for him I'm on the other side of the planet but that in a cruel way is also a good thing for him, he's so young and at some point someone younger than me that he could have a life with would be better for him than some dark and depressed woman my age who would probably just suck the life out of him, not that I wouldn't love him, I would, but it would be selfish when he should just be being a young guy enjoying life.

But someone kind, I'd do anything for someone like that.

I probably need to get away from this forum, it's not a nice place, I vent some frustrations here but I'm not sure this is good for me or this forum yet here I am typing my a bunch of stuff that will result in a barrage of abuse from some shit people. For as long as I will stay here I think my ignore list would need to grow and as it's usually shit people posting shit at me and about me who end up making my topics pages long I would be posting to myself with a sea of ignored posts that followed. There are some decent people but I pretty much just get flooded with shit from shit people. I don't know how I will get out of here but I hope I recover enough again to be able to have something else in my day to do and a healthier way to express myself. I need more time before I try and find a life again but I need to find something else other than this to do. I'm not sure how much fun this forum is for me anymore or even if it ever was fun, it's just been something I do and maybe getting away from this is a step I need to make.

I'll start trying now. Am probably going to look like you can't help watching a disaster but this whole place needs a change too and lisanet is probably not a good thing for anyone

So here's the deal, I'll try and get a life and some of you, well, you need to try and get a life too.

Bye. Again. Make this easier and skip making posts about me and maybe I can just go in peace and you can post some gifs instead.

[Autistic Spectrum]

hi lisa

[steveyos]

would you shut the fuck up

[Autistic Spectrum]

sup lisa, how's it going, good i hope

[steveyos]

m0nde we got about a million new letters for lisa.txt

[steveyos]

hope I can access lisa.txt when I get stranded on a deserted island and I hope I can plug my nexus 7 in to charge

[Autistic Spectrum]

LISA JUST READ THAT ENTIRE THING, and the thing of it is, your damaged goods you should just give up trying to live a normal happy life and become a carny, or a roadie for icp

[Autistic Spectrum]

teh dark carnviel is calling you lisa, are you man enough to awnser the call

[maks]

I didn't read any of it, didn't even click view post, but if plug drugs said that you and him should leave here forever then I totally agree.

[sex with dead people]

Unless he told you that you're a stupid bitch and need to kill yourself, you shouldn't believe a word he says.

[Autistic Spectrum]

i chased lisa off last night after i made her take a long hard look at her life, the green rep starts here gents

[sex with dead people]

Hope plug drugs comes back and posts a link to her obituary one day.

[sex with dead people]

I could retire from posting forever if she died irl

[steveyos]

i chased lisa off last night after i made her take a long hard look at her life, the green rep starts here gents

the same thing works with flag to an extent but he's actually insane where lisa is just highly chemically unbalanced

[steveyos]

both of them can't handle kindness

[steveyos]

hell flag cant handle any emotions at all it just proves he can't control what he's doing and needs help

[sex with dead people]

I bet flag captures pets around his neighborhood to torture and kill them and then sends the owners pictures of them with stuff like "moi kkkkild yurr dawggy muhahahahahahhha" and shit like that

I need a nice nerd.... or I think like I've thought for a while, a kind older man.
Not a hot guy, but someone who adores me who I could really care about. I don't know where I could find someone, it's not really like I have any interests or hobbies, I don't really want to do any online dating sites, I mean that's just all sex and I don't really want to go to the pub, that's just drunk sluttery. I want to meet someone organically but I just don't know where or how. I'd like to study more but there's only so many degrees you can get government placement for and I've already done two degrees on that when really you're only meant to be able to get one, I just kind of got in the second one because I had good marks and they wanted teachers so much that I was allowed to get a government place again. I was really good at study if I was given a bit of lee way with when I had to hand things in, and they always gave me that lee way because when I did get the work done when I could well I'm actually meant to be really smart (big IQ just emotionally crippled) I did really good work and got really good marks. If I could I'd study forever but after 2 government placements I'd probably have to pay for any more study, unless I got a scholarship but I'm not young anymore, already got 2 degrees and they probably look more for someone young who would be able to make a career out of it at the end, not someone who just wants to do more study simply for it's own sake.

Yeah but I'm crapping on, someone kind and honest who I could love and I might be able to be happy, the cruel twist being that some like Plug Drugs, well I'd be so lucky, lucky for him I'm on the other side of the planet but that in a cruel way is also a good thing for him, he's so young and at some point someone younger than me that he could have a life with would be better for him than some dark and depressed woman my age who would probably just suck the life out of him, not that I wouldn't love him, I would, but it would be selfish when he should just be being a young guy enjoying life.

But someone kind, I'd do anything for someone like that.

I probably need to get away from this forum, it's not a nice place, I vent some frustrations here but I'm not sure this is good for me or this forum yet here I am typing my a bunch of stuff that will result in a barrage of abuse from some shit people. For as long as I will stay here I think my ignore list would need to grow and as it's usually shit people posting shit at me and about me who end up making my topics pages long I would be posting to myself with a sea of ignored posts that followed. There are some decent people but I pretty much just get flooded with shit from shit people. I don't know how I will get out of here but I hope I recover enough again to be able to have something else in my day to do and a healthier way to express myself. I need more time before I try and find a life again but I need to find something else other than this to do. I'm not sure how much fun this forum is for me anymore or even if it ever was fun, it's just been something I do and maybe getting away from this is a step I need to make.

I'll start trying now. Am probably going to look like you can't help watching a disaster but this whole place needs a change too and lisanet is probably not a good thing for anyone

So here's the deal, I'll try and get a life and some of you, well, you need to try and get a life too.

Bye. Again. Make this easier and skip making posts about me and maybe I can just go in peace and you can post some gifs instead.

[Autistic Spectrum]

I probably need to get away from this forum, it's not a nice place, I vent some frustrations here but I'm not sure this is good for me or this forum yet here I am typing my a bunch of stuff that will result in a barrage of abuse from some shit people

is that a shout out to me i name searched the shit out of myself and that's the closest i got

hey lisa no one gives a fuck how have you not gotten this yet

[Autistic Spectrum]

i do :(

[steveyos]

I bet flag captures pets around his neighborhood to torture and kill them and then sends the owners pictures of them with stuff like "moi kkkkild yurr dawggy muhahahahahahhha" and shit like that

too much direct interaction with another living creature

[ascii_genitals]

is this an honest post

[ascii_genitals]

oh btw where did OB go

[Autistic Spectrum]

i;ll jump on msn and try to get her to come back, is everyone sorry for any and all means things said to and about lisa, i need to know that before i start chatting with her,

[steveyos]

hopefully getting therapy

[Autistic Spectrum]

ob got lizard patrolled, the herpttuarim is no place for a piece of ass like ob, she could not hack it

[steveyos]

piece of ass lmao

[steveyos]

his hunky manly chunks, his chunks his chunks his chunks

[steveyos]

he's got me repppppinnnnn