Patterns of holes.. The tryptophoboia thing.. And orange soap suds in the sink after washing dishes with pasta sauce on them. Also the fear of fearing i might randomly fear human beings at any given moment. I think fear of inducing psychosis from thinking about it too hard, I guess perhaps that's more of painic worry.. last but not least the fear of the sound of taking a piece of glass and like pinching it with needle nose players it does something weird to my nose and penis like makes it super uncomfortablE