i'll be workign again in 2 weeks

[blumpkin blownuts]

i'd recommend snorting 2mg of 5-AcO-DMT, that's how I picture mortal death though it was totally illusory, and much worse than being alive, in any condition.

also everyone should try OD'ing on opiates to the point where you have to remind yourself to breathe. one time, and no more, because i still haven't forgiven myself for getting addicted to that feeling... everything going black, feeling of being shot out of a gun pointed straight down, incredible warmth without being hot, being stroked with flower petals on every inch of your skin...
if i could do it over though, consequences and all, i would. but from what i understand, once the feeling stops - and eventually it always does - there's no getting it back no matter how long you stopped using it