she has 3 kids and is due another one in May.... her eldest is my God Daughter... well she thinks I would be devestated if I have an abortion and that I'd only want to get pregnant again later anyway... she thinks I should go with it, that it would be hardhaving a baby by myself but she reckons I woukld just be gutted if I have an abortion... she has a few good points... so I don't know ATM.... it's pretty difficult.