I went off dating a couple of months ago

it starts to piss me off so then I just withdraw and don't do it until I get skin deprivation and then I go fuck someone and then I keep doing that until I get pissed off again and this is pretty much the cycle since I broke up with my x fiance of 7 years 5 years ago

sometimes I like to try and have emotional affairs with guys or girls who don't want me online