not really i look back and i'm disgusted with myself and wonder what kind of drugs i must have been on or withdrawing from when i'd actually waste time waiting for her to come around to me. I'm hoping one day she'll realize that for some god awful reason, I actually liked her and cared about her, and she blew it because shes a little whore.

I feel like an idiot. There's clearly a reason she seeks out relationships on the internet; because she's broken as a person and quite simply can't maintain any form of relationship in real life, because that would require having things like empathy or principles.