You have grown into such a lovely young lady you truly are on a path for greatness, yes i have some regrets, i should have left you at the firestation instead of in the trash for your granparents to find you. i am sorry about not speaking up when your father was touching you, i was indeed a silent killer and i suppose i got what i deserved. i just want you to kow if you ever need aythign its never too late to rekindle a bond, please continue your sacharit and god and i will answer your tefillah