for me the anxiety is the worst part, when i get paranoid and my hands sweat profusely and wont stop. They put me on fucking seroquel and it made me have violent outbursts. I was 28 when I got diagnosed, before that I was classified as bi-polar with ptsd. now i'm bpd with ptsd. I qualify for medical marijuana in every state that has it but just my luck thats not where my wife's job promotion landed us. granted 150 dollar fine for up to a 1/4 pound is a hell of a lot better than 3 years in the pokey though, like back home.