So... I got this in my private messages... im crying. i don't know how to confront these feelings inside me

[cagordon]

I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just away.