You looking at me??? YOU LOOKING AT ME LISA'S VAGINA???? YOU MUST BE LOOKING AT ME!

[Lisa]

i tried raising enough money on indegogo so rubynet could buy hte baby but i only got 150 bucks before it got shut down fro some human trafficing bullshit

Look it was fucking awful and very upsetting. I got it as early as possible. If the would be father wasn't an insane meth junky in jail then maybe things would have been different. But it would have been awful to have carried until full term and brought a child into a world with that insane meth junky as their father not to mention I was hardly in a good place myself at the time. I've always wanted a kid but I would not bring one into that kind of environment. A child deserves better than that.

I fucked up.