and blah blah blah

okay, i havent had sex in fucking forever. I've already lost faith in myself, I'm just trying to make my life look less shameful from an overview by actually knowing girls i talk to during my 20s

in my 30s, assuming things don't change for me miraculously, i will be beyond neurotic having failed the pursuit of girls, which had been engrained as the central motive of my entire psyche since being a teenager, leading me to just sit around doing nothing fantasizing about the different ways of going about having a girl cut of my genitals to alleviate me of my unfulfilled desires