why would i post all the chat logs myself and then ask ruby to delete them, i posted them all myself so lisa couldnt think she could use them against me as like black mail,
i dont care about anything i said; if i ever said 'i'm going to kill myself' to lisa it was exaggerated, as in 'this class is so boring i'm going to kill myself' or 'mom, your cooking makes me want to kill myself'