I feel so cold in the pit of my stomach

is your life any better than it was a year ago? do you expect it to be any better a year from now?

Of course not, life only gets more and more miserable, you'd be missing a chunk between the ears if you thought it gets better

I'm just one of these emotionally retarded wusses who can't really hack it that well, but I get to die anyway so here's looking up