I'm really fucked up too my body like is half going numb when I try to sleep and shit idk exactly what it is but I went from 340 pounds to 180 poudsn without cheating and I'm in worse shap ethan eve rand nobody has gone through this so they don't get it you don't understand how my heart hurts it's not your fault but somebody has to tell lexie I need to talk to her again deso knows Lexie's gonna ignore him when it happens so he won't help lol