also I fapped really fucking hard to gabi and it made my back almost go out like it didn't get to 11/10 pain level like I'm really used to pain cause I'm in pain 24/7 so that shit probably woulda made anyone else like panic and call 911 especially because you can't move when it's happening I am compeltey paralyzed and just in pain lol anyway the point is I gotta find better doctors