actually I should clarify this I would talk to lexie now even if she's not in therapy because I am not afraid to hit people with reality any more I need to live in real life I can't deal with any fantasy bullshit you all live in I have to do real life or I"m gonna go insane like all of you except I woudln't be able to handle it, so tell her to really make sure and know if she's still fully insane and won't be able to enjoy me as I've always been then stay away I'm not gonna change like she wanted me to last time especially since it woulda made me worse it's not liek she was gonna improve anything and she didn't improve from it either she ended up hairy and thinking the pyramids were built upside down wow here I am I signed up for one credit card years ago got it maxed it paid it off threw it out a few months ago I decided let me sign up for two more both approved that's it that easy I've been smarter than everybody my entire life I'm 30 with no debt I could get 10 fucking credt cards right now except I'm not stuipd you've all got 10 maxed cards oh my FUCK I JUST WANNA THANK YOU ALL FOR SHOWING ME EXACTLY WHAT NOT TO BE I AM TRULY HONESTLY THE LUCKIEST FUCKING PERSON OF ALL TIME JUST WOW