I'm 31 years old, virgin male.

I go to therapy appointments and take medication.

I'm pretty spiritually inclined I know how to meditate and things like that.

I have hobbies such as Xbox, JO, my Van. Etc.

It seems like I am to the final points of isolation or gang stalking.

I'm not going to kill myself but it feels like I should sometimes.

What should I do living in an old folks rest home?