how mad does it make you guys please be honest that I'm getting the 800 and don't have to pay it back and of course it comes to 1000 same thing does the 800 make you less mad than the 1000 or are they equal anger, can we chat about this if you guys woulda gave me the money I would be paying the money back, now instead you guys were little babies now I get the money for free, can we please please please pleaes please discuss this?