went to the beach today again did some yoga an push ups then walked for 7 miles, i found this crack head women who was tweeking but i was to scared to tell her im a virgin and need sex so i just talked to her about how i have no frie nds and am in major depression cause my gf broke up with me in 2007 and i havent ha any luck snce then

i gave her my number i wish i was a crack head and meth dealer she would of fucked me i bet

i met some 21 year old girl today also who was tanning her ass but i tried to tell her im in a major depresstion from being single my whole life and she just didnt care and told me next time we can talk...

also girls gave me dirty looks when i walked by them like i was some kind of monster

now im going to smoke weed and hopefully not run infront of a train