For the record, I didn't leave the server for any reason other than to make sure I keep my own mental health in a good place and the drama can be very draining. I was genuine in my concern and advice towards you and understand that my leaving may have unintentionally made you feel abandoned, and for any accidental pain I may have caused I do apologize. I don't revel in causing anyone upset intentionally or not, and hope that you can understand where I'm coming from but I will respect your need to have space regardless.