do you have a safe place to live? no, i was with my mom but i cant live there, now im with my sister and cant live there, now im getting scammed by indians and black niggers trying to sell me stuff as i tell them i mwilling to clean their toilets and cook and clean and do laundry for 100$ off rent while they live in africa and dont even have a apartment. i only make 1k so i have to spend all of it to get a place and they want firt and second month so i cant afford it so im trying to find a gay old man to let me live with him cause im so fucking ugly that if i cover it all up and put wig, ye lash, make up, lip stick, nails, skirt, blouse, necklace, ering, ect ect ect i look better than the blob of weirdness i am but so far nobody has responded


is your mental health okay or stable? to me mental health is so vauge and its very very specific, im stuck in my moms room or dads room my whole life and its more like i never evolved the first step whitch is having a girlfriend and start working out im still like a 14 year old scared for life cause i pushed my friends hand on a hot girls but and almost got expelled from school and suspended for 2 weeks in 6th grade and now i scared shitless to hit on girls or talk to them and when i try thye walk away and dont tell me what to do to change
also i had to get my tonsils removed , back molar teeth,foreskin removed and they made me get like 4 metal fillings cause a microscopic dot on a xray . and my main illness is from having to go to natrual medacine and learn about how to eat garlic and lemons meanwhile my legs itched so bad growing up i itched till they bled and only this year am i almost able to fix it with eating healthy , witch i dont even do cause i jsut wanna eat with someone else beside my mom or sister.

do you have money for food etc? i dont know, i was doing really good but aprial first i got kicked out of my house and now their renting it out and now i have to pay rent for the first time and im all on my own for the firs time i have 1.060$ a month but i have to spend very bare min 500-1000k on rent, and the 500 places want first and last month and secerity so i cant, the motels are about 800 a week but so far i only found 900-1000 hotel. im trying to find a place for 100-300 a month for a while so i can try to get a girlfriend and then i can eat healthy then i can get a job.