when you detox professionally and honestly work a treatment program, you can pretend less day to day. the littlest things that go right look ten miles tall and you learn not to sweat the things that go wrong. you learn to accept life on life's terms. and then you find that big things start to go your way, because you are healthily & fully engaged with reality. there will still be unavoidable loss and sorrow, but you will be able to get through it without feeling like you gotta numb it out to go on.

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what dose did you get to before kicking? I got to 360mg a day of oxycodone before i painfully had to quit, and i didn't really quit either. Each time I got a pay check, it went straight to oxycodone, so I could be Mr Codone for a day
i was taking about 200mgEq morphine in the form of opium daily, plus what i thought was 300mg pure codeine that turned out to be an undetermined amount of oxycodone according to my lab work. pisses me off cuz it was about 1/5 the street price of codeine but if i knew it was oc i could've been railing it all that time.