Vigil for my neighbour, the girl who lives right next door to me has gone missing

[xoxo]

did you let the police in or did they get a warrant to go through your place on the grounds that you are clearly an insane bitch

no I let them right in.. I had just finished smoking a J and there was pot around, but they didn't give a shit about that

it's quite hot today and the dog wasn't eating any of the food in the bucket I lowered with a rope... so I ummed and ahhed about it and thought "fuck it, I used to be in the circus" so dragged a table and chair over and I jumped the high rickety fence (the cops have been climbing up over the roof at night to give the dog water I guess) so I filled his food bowl full to the brim of food, and gave him fresh water and the tap left dripping over the bucket and gae him a pat and wiped some water on him because it's pretty hot out there for him... I can't stand hearing the poor thing whine... going to ask the cops tonight about the dog if they come back, I left a message with the cop who gave me his mobile but still nothing

but at least the dog is little better now

well shitty J and another lay down... I haven't really been sleeping since last night