lets talk about how we feel about lisa killing herself on cam

[JujiDrool]

Before I sleep I just want to say there was a lot I loved about him before he got carried away with ice

He was kind, caring, smart, generous, just wanted to do things for me to make me happy, gentle, not sleazy, cute, non judgemental, wanted to make sure I was ok.... lots of things that originally had me attracted to him... of course I was angry and hurt when he changed and was caught up in a cycle of taking shit but I can see the guy I started to fall for returning to himself and as long as it's true and he has given up that shit for me, and I'll know if he has or hasn't, and is honest with me then I'll give it another go because me having actual feelings for a guy I meet IRL is far and few between, so I want to see what happens.... until he's here though he's still my x, for all I know he may never come here and all this is just another chapter in my misadventures

[steveyos]

now that is text