well im on crutches so i dont leave the house much now.
my dreams mostly consist of flirting with some random girl i usually end up waking right before the raw dogging begins. last nightmare i remember was like 1 year ago being butt naked and running from a pack of wild gay niggers.

sounds like you shouldnt marry this guy since you are so anxious about it all, take it slow at first if you really care and give him 2 years to prove that hes worth marrying. dont marry straight away that is not a very smart thing to do. 2 years minimum. yolo