i rang lisas cell and woke her up from her granny nap

[Lisa Claus]

I used to have a 2 year minimum for engagements

but as you are aware I am no spring chicken anymore

I am also a woman and have maternal instincts and would like to have a baby

he's a bit older than me but not too much older than me... less than a decade older than me... in fact nearly the perfect amount older than me for my preferences in men

he's had a difficult and hard life and looks older than that but is still cute as in my opinion

there was a younger model, about your age, who's name I could not tell you because she is not unfamous, who nearly tried to fight me for him... she instead, thinking better of actually fighting took my ID and his house keys... these were both later returned to me by the police, because she also robbed him and then went on a massive drug spree... I am led to believe she was found OD'd... she is alive for the record and I hope she has gotten her shit together, neither me or him wanted to press charges on her as I told the police "I am not interested in comming back and forth to Sydney for a court case against what I see is just a young girl in a world of shit." ... he did seem to be somewhat... obsessed with her though and if you saw her you wouldn't blame him.... but he doesn't like the kind of person she is, she wanted to be with him.

I ended up leaving him because when he was caught up in ice I got sick of waking up to women there that were aggressive towards me and who wouldn't leave... the fucking prick is like a magnet to them and in his drug crazed state... well I think he was trying to show off to me about all the women he could have.

After I left he was gutted... he did not actually believe that I would fucking leave him, he stopped drugs and stopped bringing around women... or so he claims

I am yet to really know how much truth is in that

I just need to spill my guts about it and as you are pretty much nothing I see no harm in posting it at you.