passed the old temp record at 8am today

[blumpkin blownuts]

tell me of something, anything in life, that's truely "static" and you'll cheer me up some

my career is pretty much independent of any economic situation, always in demand, and fundamentally hasn't changed in 100 years other then technological improvements in its methods

[ArchbshpDesmndPooPoo]

I'm gonna buy some cows and sell raw milk to rich ponytails on the black market

you could buy cows and sell farmer fresh no gmo/hormone free milk for a growing organic market

[blumpkin blownuts]

the two extremes
selling your own untreated milk whether or not your diary cattle took a roll in their own shit this morning to relieve swollen udders
and full FDA control and state dairy board licenses, crooks with one hand in their pocket and the other one holding up an "O.K." sign

cows don't roll

[siburke939]

"i live in a van down by the river" - my television circa 1997

[Genital Doli]

my career is pretty much independent of any economic situation, always in demand, and fundamentally hasn't changed in 100 years other then technological improvements in its methods

I too am a prostitut. :smg:g:g

do you need a pimp

[maks]

tell me of something, anything in life, that's truely "static" and you'll cheer me up some

Undertakers.

[maks]

they see me rollin

[siburke939]

[blumpkin blownuts]

Why couldn't I figure it out my first two years of college when my mind was at its sharpest? How did I miss the writing on the wall, the fact that every <State> Institute of Technology or <State> Technological Institute consisted of at most 30% American citizens in the student body, no matter the state wither it was Caltech or fucking Kentucky Tech.
We all graduated, I went home to TN, Kadeer went home to Mudhut-istan, and he's eating my dinner because his employer (what shoulda been MY employer) doesn't have to pay for overtime, FMLA, environmental, etc in some vulnerable third-world shitpit. Not to mention paying his curry-stained ass $9000 a year is pretty hard to pass up vs an American with comparable (if not slightly better qualifications) that will cost you $45,00 plus benefits, plus government oversight.

[blumpkin blownuts]

At least marks is the first person that will seriously try to change my mind out of all whom I've discussed this with from the "tea party" or hard-libertarian mentality.
Everyone else just tells me and my talking points to go fuck themselves, ala "wahhh whatta liberal crybaby no wonder nobody has hired you"
Too bad if you think I talk out of my ass, as opposed to personal experience of myself and classmates, but it's rare I parrot someone soundbytes (despite being guilty of an occasional indulgence) but honestly you seem to usually make up your own fuckin mind for yourself, and I respect that.

[blumpkin blownuts]

Let's not forgot I worked a 3rd shift drive-thru within a year if graduate in CpE befire I got sick of the emotional drainage frim people lirerally saing Lol you work at a mcdonalds, do you see my awesome car and pretty girlfriend, how do you fee" (to which I answered I feel like leting the shift leader, put up with youm, good-night, to loud, confused niggers who cant read a menu are ae in drivehtru 3-4x time withing 40 minutes and threatening to shoot you, to greasy tramps flashing me and asking for my number, to catching DUI peckerwoods pissing by the dumpster)
then i supported systems for marketing junk mail (snail mail)
then i worked as a video editor & (free Profressor Windows) supporting PR goons and even more marketing thugs

now i seriously make a difference in our servicmens' lives, though it's boring work compared to programming eeproms and assembly rotines
but thats about to change, i have a mentor whose done everyhting in the army I've ever wanted to od (whick is alot)

[maks]

Things like raising the minimum wage or forcing employers to offer new perks is only going to make this worse

now i seriously make a difference in our servicmens' lives, though it's boring work compared to programming eeproms and assembly rotines
but thats about to change, i have a mentor whose done everyhting in the army I've ever wanted to od (whick is alot)

what do you do in the military? i was (am) considering enlisting as a non combattant geomatics person (land survey/map making) because it looks like it would be a fun experience for a couple of years

[siburke939]

my ex killed one of them afghani dudes on that pack of cards "most wanted" thingy by tracking him & calling in an airstrike while i was amongst the first to land there what have you done to help your country today

[Plug Drugs]

and methadone is another drug i'll never try, way too risky since im a polydrug user
the closest i can get to death is my brain "zeroes out" and i slump over in such a way that my airway locks open, so i still must be getting oxygen through diffusion rather than mechanical breathing

i used to could get there with 120mg oxy/150mgeq morphine, plus 4oz whiskey, 2-4mg alprazolam, and 50-100 mg promethazine
now i throw barbiturates and DXM in the mix and i can still barely get a nod. I refuse to inject though, or pay some dritbag out the ass for heroin when everything else i can get for price of fucking tapwater

if you dont use opiates for a few weeks your tolerance completely goes back to baseline. I thought I had a permanent tolerance for a long time, but last night was my first night using opiates in almost a month, and I actually 'felt' 15mg of hydrocodone. It didn't give me a nod mind you, but I 'felt' it. I thought it was a miracle, because normally I don't even bother with hydrocodone because a few times I had eaten 75mg of it and felt absolutely nothing.

About a month ago I had a 120mg/day oxy habit or 45mg/day methadone, whichever was easier to get (methadone was invariably cheaper, but would slightly block my oxy high for a few days afterwards so I usually chose oxy when I could afford it).
But anyways, the point is that my tolerance is actually lower right now than it has been in years, after just one month of not using any opiates.

I'm happy with where I'm at with opiates right now; I don't have a job so I can't do them every day and skyrocket my tolerance again. I can only afford to have a few day long binge every 1-2 weeks, but now I don't have to worry about tolerance or whether I'm going to be sick if I can't find another dose

[Plug Drugs]

nice broken image

i can see it and that's all that matters

[Plug Drugs]

is that a side effect of an antibiotic?

[blumpkin blownuts]

yeah best way to reset tolerance is just to suck it up and kick for awhile. ive never needed help to kick but if i did i would much rather go back on sub than take methadone. only thing about sub is it wont really precipitate w/d like most ppl claim (thats the diff b/t subuxone and subutex, subutex containsd fucking narcan). but also if you take suboxone with the right cocktail, it'll fuck you up a lot harder than hc, oc, hm etc.. so even with sub you have to wanna quit or you'll just endp addicted to another substance.
kicking's great though, once you're past the first week of w/d and can stop shaking and shitting everywhere it feels kinda cool to not be done up all the time. plus when you restart then you can keep your tolerance artifically low for several weeks by co-adminning 45-50mg DXM with your opiate

[maks]

opiate addictions are a lot of fucking work apparently

and thats why i dont pop pills or shoot heroin

[Plug Drugs]

a lot of people told me sub was the shit, even my dealer
but better than hydromorphone? i dont know, i've been skeptical about it. I'm skeptical of most of the synthetics, they feel too 'dirty' and don't hit that "totally relaxed" sweet-spot that morphine or the codones/morphones hit

[Plug Drugs]

hearing junkies saying things like "i plug my bupe" (which i thought was hilarious) is the reason i made the name "plug drugs"