April Forum Update

[blumpkin blownuts]

but I can't be the real me even here... only FJS is private enough for any of that. there's much more mindfuckery about me than i talk about here; i leave out alot of things that can be easily proven, and past experience has shown me that proving my gifts can be a nasty thing to do to somebody... supposed i proved to you i was death-proof - would you feel comfortable knowing somewhere out there are things like me, hidden amongst the mortals. would that thought constantly gnaw at you, making you wodner if science is fucked? if maybe you're crazy?

[Plug Drugs]

but I can't be the real me even here... only FJS is private enough for any of that. there's much more mindfuckery about me than i talk about here; i leave out alot of things that can be easily proven, and past experience has shown me that proving my gifts can be a nasty thing to do to somebody... supposed i proved to you i was death-proof - would you feel comfortable knowing somewhere out there are things like me, hidden amongst the mortals. would that thought constantly gnaw at you, making you wodner if science is fucked? if maybe you're crazy?

all i know is you are dabbling in self-psychoanalysis,
and from personal experience i know that leads to a slow painful mind-rotting full of cognitive dissonance and confusion.
Have you ever gained enough knowledge about your own brain that you actually figured out how to give yourself grand mal seizures on command? Through thought alone?