so, i just woke up...

[maks]

I need to write out my thoughts, because I can't seem to understand that when a friend not only doesn't make any attempt to contact you, but also doesn't care to respond when you reach out, it means they're not really your friend. I haven't thought about it at all because I myself am busy with school and finals. But I realized that if I can find the time to reach out for a minute and let him know I'm thinking about him, then he can take at least ten seconds out of his day to acknowledge it.
I don't know why i keep sending those texts, thinking to myself that the lack of response indicates nothing. But iuno, you need to wisen up and see that if he doesn't think it's worth it to respond to you, then you're probably not worth much to him. And even if I was, I don't deserve a friend who seems to care so little about me.
Um... said friend actually responded to my text from a couple hours ago. I am shocked. I am mind fucked. Don't know what to do with myself. Because now I'm thinking that I'm reading into things again. I hate my over-thinking brain sometimes.

[boobz]

I need to write out my thoughts, because I can't seem to understand that when a friend not only doesn't make any attempt to contact you, but also doesn't care to respond when you reach out, it means they're not really your friend. I haven't thought about it at all because I myself am busy with school and finals. But I realized that if I can find the time to reach out for a minute and let him know I'm thinking about him, then he can take at least ten seconds out of his day to acknowledge it.
I don't know why i keep sending those texts, thinking to myself that the lack of response indicates nothing. But iuno, you need to wisen up and see that if he doesn't think it's worth it to respond to you, then you're probably not worth much to him. And even if I was, I don't deserve a friend who seems to care so little about me.
Um... said friend actually responded to my text from a couple hours ago. I am shocked. I am mind fucked. Don't know what to do with myself. Because now I'm thinking that I'm reading into things again. I hate my over-thinking brain sometimes.

it doesnt matter whether shes winning or not, you just enjoy her insulting me because you'd enjoy anyone insulting me. are you biased because i make you mad or are you biased because gush never loved you?
seriously? seriously. regardless if youre normal or not, it is you who pays the bills, not your mental health. being normal doesnt mean you automatically make your way through life, its as simple as that, with mental illnesses or not you can make it through modern society thats the point youre missing here.