i'm going to give it time

[jon]

Lol yeah ok.

I shouldn't let that fucking loser get me angry.

I've snapped, yesterday I still felt a bit bad for him, but there is only so much I can put up with and today... well today when he just kept on carrying on with this shit I finally feel nothing but hate for that total piece of shit loser. Why should I give a shit about that piece of shit's feelings when he clearly doesn't care about anyone else's other than his own..... I'm doing it again aren't I?

*spit*

yeah but you're gonna get through this

if you ever have to the fuck up at least you know you can

imagine the untenable position plugdrugs will find himself in if the fog of endorphins lifts and he comes to